Hello good morning! My new Savage x Fenty sets arrived! I’m ..
Hello good morning! My new Savage x Fenty sets arrived! I’m excited to model them for you ☺️ stay tuned...
2021-03-18 14:14:16 +0000 UTC View Post
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Happy St. Patrick's day my little leprechauns! Do you celebr..
Happy St. Patrick's day my little leprechauns! Do you celebrate today or is it just a regular day for you? When I was kid, my mom would put a drop of green food coloring into our milk and I thought it was pure magic 🍀 I was filming for most of the day yesterday which means newww content coming for all of you soon. I'll be on today to message and chat the best I can, as well. Sending you all so much love! Life is moving so quickly and in such a good direction for me...and I understand that it isn't the same for so many of you. A year ago during this time, I was experiencing the worst apathy of my life. It was terrifying. To have no motivation to do...anything. Even breathing seemed so pointless. So when people message me on here, to tell me they're experiencing depression or feelings of worthlessness, I can't even explain to you how much I "get it". I went through a period in my life where I felt almost nothing for a decade. I tried to leave this plane multiple times. I abused and numbed my body to try and make it all go away. But I'm still here. And I'm glad I am. Because experiencing the extreme lows is what has allowed me to experience the extreme highs and all of the other emotions in between. And that, my loves, is what life is about. I know it all doesn't make sense right now, especially if you're currently going through the worst of it. But I promise you...I PROMISE you it gets better. It gets so much better. So even if you can't see where your future is leading to right now...even if you have doubts and feel dark or sad...just please don't give up. Push through one more day. Do one thing today whether it's brushing your teeth or sending one email or eating one good, healthy meal. Be kind to yourself because you are doing the best you can with what you have right now. And we don't credit ourselves enough for that. Sending you all so much love 🖤
2021-03-17 16:09:44 +0000 UTC View PostHii everyone. Rue had to go back to the vet again yesterday...
Hii everyone. Rue had to go back to the vet again yesterday. Her ear and urinary infections just aren’t clearing up. She’s on some more rounds of antibiotics and ear treatments so send good vibes she feels better soon. She’s notoriously had these bladder issues her entire life and I really hope we can figure this out. Raising funds to help cover her most recent vet bill 🤍 if you can help in any way, thank you.
2021-03-16 13:34:12 +0000 UTC View PostHi! I thought it would be super appropriate timing to share ..
Hi! I thought it would be super appropriate timing to share with you my Turkey Travel Log from 2016. I lived in Istanbul for two months for modeling right around this time. It always brings back lots of nostalgia and I love talking about it. Have you ever been? Here's a link to my travel log: it's a compilation of what I wrote to everyone on my personal Facebook to keep them updated while I was out of the country. Pictures, too! To date, Istanbul is the only place I've traveled to outside of America. I can't wait to explore more places...I really want to go everywhere! What dream vacations do you have planned? 🌏 https://www.clairecesarz.com/blog/postdated-turkey-travel-log-2016
2021-03-15 15:09:21 +0000 UTC View PostSee look I’m already practicing my lightsaber skills and eve..
See look I’m already practicing my lightsaber skills and everything ✨
2021-03-15 13:11:59 +0000 UTC View PostHad a chance to sit down and play a little improv for the fi..
Had a chance to sit down and play a little improv for the first time in a while... 🎹
2021-03-14 23:11:36 +0000 UTC View Post🗣 Last night I had a realization. Do you see it? 😈 Petition..
🗣 Last night I had a realization. Do you see it? 😈 Petition to cast @therustyranger as Asajj Ventress 💫✨♥️ I was raised on Star Wars. I’d watch the original trilogy (on beta tape) religiously as a kid. I used to be sad thinking those three films were all that we’d ever get to see of the Star Wars universe. I’d run around outside with part of a plastic pvc pipe tucked into the belt loop on my jean shorts pretending it was my lightsaber. When I was ele ven years old, after The Phantom Menace came out, I wrote a letter to George Lucas asking to be in a Star Wars movie. I got a letter back, and a Luke Skywalker trading card, but because I didn’t have an agent I couldn’t go any further. My little kid brain didn’t know what else to do, and my parents didn’t either. So the dream kind of died...but not really. I always held it close. I mean I still have the letter. It’s sitting here right next to me. So I’m just SAYIN’...as a suggestion y’know. Manifest it. Throwing it out into the universe. Do or do not, there is no try, yeah? Here’s to never giving up on your dreams 🌟
2021-03-14 17:38:28 +0000 UTC View Post‘Allo there poppit! (Points if you know what that’s from) I..
‘Allo there poppit! (Points if you know what that’s from) I have a family thing that’ll take most of my attention today. If you’re starved for Claire content (I know you are 😎) then good news I have some places for you to check out: • FRESH on the OFTV app: the story of tattooing and shaving my head • SPICY new Beat Saber video on my YouTube channel • SOME NEW NEW pics are up on my Instagram • And Rihanna is sending me some new Savage x Fenty gear for me to show exclusively to you here 😎 got any requests? Sunday I’ll be here to catch up with chats and messages and I just wanna throw you all some love because life is pretty amazing 🤍 happy weekend everyone!!
2021-03-13 11:44:44 +0000 UTC View PostThank you to this platform that allows me to completely be m..
Thank you to this platform that allows me to completely be myself. We celebrated International Women’s Day this week. Swipe to see my thoughts on what the day means to me 🤍
2021-03-11 14:10:04 +0000 UTC View PostHi 🤍 for those of you who are new here: welcome!! I’ve gotte..
Hi 🤍 for those of you who are new here: welcome!! I’ve gotten some messages lately questioning why I haven’t been so active lately. I’m 32 years old and I’ve been living with my parents, who are both in their mid-60’s, since January 2020. My dad had emergency brain surgery last summer so it ended up being a good thing I was here to help. He’s better now, and back to work. My maternal grandma likes to remind me that I was “stunted” because of how anxious my mom is and how much I was held back and sheltered. At 32 I’m finally learning how to draw boundaries. But some days, no matter what I do, I cannot get away from my mom in this little house. She listens to my conversations through my bedroom door, she’s snuck and read my journals from when I was going through the depths of my divorce, she just...needs a hobby outside of trying to use me as her therapist. A role I’ve played for her since I can ever remember. It’s exhausting. No matter how many times I try to draw the line. Despite the fact that I tell her that I need to work, she follows me and keeps talking. Yesterday was one of those days. It’s frustrating. I love her and my father so much but I’m a grown woman. This has been so hard for me to process and come to terms with, and realizing how much this has affected me since my childhood. So yes, I want to be here to chat with you. Daily. Daily responses to messages. But I’m learning balance and boundaries and those things can take time. All I’m doing is constantly saving, saving, saving so I can have my own place. I know it’s within reach. I just have to keep going. 🤍 to everyone, all of you Planet Claireians. Thank you. I promise I’ll keep on being real with you. That’s what life is about. Honesty. Love. Compassion. I’ll be responding to messages today so stay tuned. And thank you again for your love and support.
2021-03-11 13:54:49 +0000 UTC View PostHiii I am here and have been working on chats and messages. ..
Hiii I am here and have been working on chats and messages. Something has made them go funky on me, though, so if I still haven't responded please don't be afraid to bump the message as a reminder.
2021-03-10 09:04:48 +0000 UTC View PostHello! How are you today? Here’s a word from our friends! (i..
Hello! How are you today? Here’s a word from our friends! (idk I was trying to sound like an old PBS commercial but it just came across as being weird 😂 )
2021-03-09 17:47:56 +0000 UTC View PostWent live on IG earlier to test some settings. Don’t worry I..
Went live on IG earlier to test some settings. Don’t worry I’ll be going live here too! 😎 Getting there! Oculus 2 lifeeee pewpewpew 🎮
2021-03-08 21:11:12 +0000 UTC View PostOooof I’ve been so busy working behind the scenes. I fell in..
Oooof I’ve been so busy working behind the scenes. I fell into a rabbit hole last night and have such amazing ideas for my future office and VR studio. Have you guys seen the Beat Saber play throughs where people green screened their wall and floor? It looks SO DOPE. I saw some beta programs for Oculus 2 that doesn’t need a green screen but I still think it looks coolest with the screen. Ideal world someday I’ll have an office where I keep my computers and electronics. And then a little VR studio to do green screen recording. I’m really excited to build my own PC, too. I grew up with desktops and PC’s until I made the switch to a Mac in college (mainly so I could raid on WoW which honestly makes absolutely no sense to me now when I think back on it 🥴). I’ve always wanted a dope office set up but now it’s something that actually seems possible. Plus RBG lights 🤩 (hahaha) weee colorsss! My little brother and sister would watch me sit and play video games all the time so I think it just makes sense I’m naturally gravitating back towards what I love so much. Systems I’ve owned other than computers: N64, Gameboy Color (atomic purple thank you), PlayStation, GameCube, Wii, WiiU, and Nintendo Switch. I’ve slowed down on gaming over the last decade because “real life” y’know? But now I’m making my life all about what I love and what *I* want for myself. This is all wishful thinking and planning stages right now as I’m still saving for my own place. But all things come together in good time and I love visualizing where I want my life to go next 🤩 plus I thought you’d guys like to know what I’ve been cooking up! Haha
2021-03-08 16:05:50 +0000 UTC View PostKeep your peepers 👀 on your messages for the rest of this s..
Keep your peepers 👀 on your messages for the rest of this set dropping toooniiiighhhtttt 😈
2021-03-07 22:41:25 +0000 UTC View PostConstant mood all the time and it’s...incredible ☀️ Learning..
Constant mood all the time and it’s...incredible ☀️ Learning balance but ☯️ all in good time 🐢 Keep going. Keep going. It’s worth it. I promise.
2021-03-07 06:50:06 +0000 UTC View Post🗣🗣🗣 does anyone here still play Pokémon Go or is it just me?..
🗣🗣🗣 does anyone here still play Pokémon Go or is it just me???
2021-03-07 06:48:58 +0000 UTC View PostWhat are your plans for the weekend? 😎
What are your plans for the weekend? 😎
2021-03-05 09:05:28 +0000 UTC View PostHiii I’m still coming on to chat! Everything got delayed 😫 I..
Hiii I’m still coming on to chat! Everything got delayed 😫 I was going to take a shower and got stuck talking to my mom for 3 hours 😭 Midwestern moms really know how to keep you talking (you would not believe the ruckus me getting my head shaved has caused amongst the family). I finally got away just now so I’m going to shower and then I’ll be on to chat. Thanks for your patience, everyone. I can’t wait to have my own place 😅 Edit: sorry y’all my body and brain are out for the night. Shaving my head was so freeing. But so many emotions have come along with it. I need to take care of myself tonight but I will get back to messages tomorrow. Thank you for sticking around...I promise, it’ll be worth it 🤍
2021-03-02 06:30:53 +0000 UTC View PostHiii good morning good evening all around the world, Planet ..
Hiii good morning good evening all around the world, Planet Claireians! I’ll be on a little later for chats and to catch up to messages. Planning on about 12am CST to hop on, so get ready! Your girl is a night owl 🦉🌙
2021-03-02 01:12:10 +0000 UTC View PostFive years ago today I traveled out of the country for the f..
Five years ago today I traveled out of the country for the first time. All by myself. For one of the most epic modeling adventures of my life!! I lived in Istanbul 🇹🇷 for two months. Have you ever been? It’s such a beautiful place 💫
2021-02-28 05:27:31 +0000 UTC View PostRue and I are back from the vet! She had to go in today for ..
Rue and I are back from the vet! She had to go in today for her senior wellness panel and bloodwork. My girl has a double ear infection 😞🥺 but she’s on some medicine that will have her feeling better really soon. Here she is snoring 😴 after a very busy day!
2021-02-27 02:49:00 +0000 UTC View PostHi! Good morning! I appreciate all of you so much for being ..
Hi! Good morning! I appreciate all of you so much for being here. Thank you for your patience with me as I've been catching up after not having internet for 4 days. I'll be sending out something special in the messages a little later today so stay tuned 🥰 so much more amazing content to come 💫 I can't wait to share it with you!
2021-02-26 12:20:43 +0000 UTC View PostDigging my new look SO MUCH 👽🖤 shot some stuff last night, u..
Digging my new look SO MUCH 👽🖤 shot some stuff last night, uploading some videos. Get ready Planet Claireans 🛸
2021-02-24 21:32:31 +0000 UTC View PostWoahhhh after 4 days without, the internet is BACK! 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 I..
Woahhhh after 4 days without, the internet is BACK! 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 I have to film and then will be on tonight to chat and work on messages! 🌟
2021-02-24 01:11:13 +0000 UTC View PostHiiiii! The internet guy will be here tomorrow 😭 I’m gonna w..
Hiiiii! The internet guy will be here tomorrow 😭 I’m gonna work on filming more content today to make up for it!! Thank you for your patience 🙏🏼
2021-02-22 13:16:19 +0000 UTC View PostYou guys 💀💀💀 the internet went out like lmaoo what is this. ..
You guys 💀💀💀 the internet went out like lmaoo what is this. I can’t livestream or chat very well tonight but I’ll be on as soon as it’s fixed 🖤
2021-02-21 03:03:30 +0000 UTC View PostHidey ho neighbor 🤠 be on later today to chat!! Love you, Pl..
Hidey ho neighbor 🤠 be on later today to chat!! Love you, Planet Claireans!! 🖤🤍
2021-02-20 20:07:36 +0000 UTC View PostDo androids dream of electric sheep? I used to say someday ..
Do androids dream of electric sheep? I used to say someday when I turned 80, I’d shave my head. I used to say “in another life I’d have a lot of tattoos”. Turns out the time was now. Been hiding all my life trying to conform and fit in. This evolution, this transformation. It’s not for clout. It’s not for content. It’s not to stick it to my family. It’s not an attack on how I was raised. It’s not a crisis. It’s not a mental breakdown. This is me. This is me. @sarah_elizabeth_tattoos you came into my life at the exact time I needed it. My gratitude to you is endless. Absolutely endless. Thank you. Thank you.
2021-02-20 08:42:10 +0000 UTC View Post