Happy St. Patrick's day my little leprechauns! Do you celebr..
Added 2021-03-17 16:09:44 +0000 UTCHappy St. Patrick's day my little leprechauns! Do you celebrate today or is it just a regular day for you? When I was kid, my mom would put a drop of green food coloring into our milk and I thought it was pure magic 🍀 I was filming for most of the day yesterday which means newww content coming for all of you soon. I'll be on today to message and chat the best I can, as well. Sending you all so much love! Life is moving so quickly and in such a good direction for me...and I understand that it isn't the same for so many of you. A year ago during this time, I was experiencing the worst apathy of my life. It was terrifying. To have no motivation to do...anything. Even breathing seemed so pointless. So when people message me on here, to tell me they're experiencing depression or feelings of worthlessness, I can't even explain to you how much I "get it". I went through a period in my life where I felt almost nothing for a decade. I tried to leave this plane multiple times. I abused and numbed my body to try and make it all go away. But I'm still here. And I'm glad I am. Because experiencing the extreme lows is what has allowed me to experience the extreme highs and all of the other emotions in between. And that, my loves, is what life is about. I know it all doesn't make sense right now, especially if you're currently going through the worst of it. But I promise you...I PROMISE you it gets better. It gets so much better. So even if you can't see where your future is leading to right now...even if you have doubts and feel dark or sad...just please don't give up. Push through one more day. Do one thing today whether it's brushing your teeth or sending one email or eating one good, healthy meal. Be kind to yourself because you are doing the best you can with what you have right now. And we don't credit ourselves enough for that. Sending you all so much love 🖤
