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2021-02-19 09:23:19 +0000 UTC View Post

Surprise!! If you saw my Instagram today, you’ll know that I..

Surprise!! If you saw my Instagram today, you’ll know that I promised to drop a new set for you exclusively HERE first. I’ll be sprinkling some shots on my other platforms but there are a few in this bunch that won’t be posted anywhere else 😈 Enjoy!! (Ps disclaimer so there’s no confusion: booty makes a brief appearance but no full nudity in this set 🖤)

2021-02-18 03:24:18 +0000 UTC View Post

PS — I’ll be on to respond to messages later today. I’d like..

PS — I’ll be on to respond to messages later today. I’d like to do more livestreams but lately my parents are home 24/7 and usually one is awake. There is very little privacy in this house and, to be honest, has me feeling creatively stifled in a lot of ways. I love my parents and treasure this time with them, but I know I need to continue to work so I can move back out on my own. If you haven’t heard, I’m saving for my own place. My own little oasis. Anything you contribute goes straight back to creating more content for you to enjoy, but I also set as much as I can into my savings. Step by step, day by day, I get closer to my goal. Thank you for your support, for being here, for following along. Without you none of this would be possible 🤍 I hope you’re well. And if you’re struggling today, that’s okay. Take a moment to focus on how far you’ve come. Take a moment to acknowledge all of your accomplishments, no matter how small. It’s okay to rest, and it’s okay to struggle. Please keep going. Be patient and kind to yourself. You’ll get to where you need to be. Just trust and have faith 💫

2021-02-17 19:58:15 +0000 UTC View Post

Today marks the five year anniversary of writing this blog p..

Today marks the five year anniversary of writing this blog post. It used to be pinned to the top of my page until someone made me feel self conscious about it. But now that someone is no longer in my life, and I am going to continue to speak my truth, and tell my story. Fearlessly. 🤍 Everything, absolutely everything, has changed in five years. And that’s how life goes my friends.

2021-02-17 19:47:02 +0000 UTC View Post

Hi friendos and planet Claireians! Today is another day to s..

Hi friendos and planet Claireians! Today is another day to start anew. I rested yesterday, allowed myself the space that I needed. And today I’m back to work making content just for you! I have a whole list of requests 🤩 along with my own ideas! So hold tight! PS - anyone else on TikTok do the imsopretty challenge? 😎

2021-02-17 19:35:51 +0000 UTC View Post

Hi. I wanted to check in and see how everyone is doing. To b..

Hi. I wanted to check in and see how everyone is doing. To be honest, completely honest, I have felt like I have been going through the ringer. I’m battling, grieving, accepting so many things in my personal life: things that need to be released, things that have served their purpose, things that I need to let go. I remind myself that healing isn’t linear, and that this all will lead to something greater than I could ever imagine. 🌊 I share this part of myself because I don’t want you to feel alone. It’s so easy to take a picture and fake a life. So easy for me to come on here, post a photo and go “hehe cuties have a great day!! 🥰” But some days I’m not feeling like that. At all. There’s a distinct, purposeful reason why I don’t do my hair and makeup for certain videos that I post online. Growing up, I thought that people who looked like supermodels had perfect lives. That fame and status and popularity and beauty would make me happy. News flash: it doesn’t. It starts from the inside. So I’m good. I’m growing and learning and healing and evolving and changing more and more each day. I move more slowly than others, and y’know what? That’s okay. Life isn’t a race or constant competition with anyone else but yourself. Do what’s best for you 🐢💫

2021-02-17 00:35:06 +0000 UTC View Post

Ahhh this memory!! 🖤 This was the finale from my first offic..

Ahhh this memory!! 🖤 This was the finale from my first official NYFW (New York fashion week) four years ago. (I’m 4th last in this video) 💫 I walked for the designer Mimi Prober and it was absolutely magical. I’m holding back tears here 🙈 That little girl who was too scared to go on stage for dance recitals was proving herself wrong 💃🏻 It’s been four years since I’ve been in New York and it better get ready cuz the next time there for fashion week, the city isn’t gonna know what hit it🗽

2021-02-15 17:24:23 +0000 UTC View Post

A little throwback, fitting for today, no? 🌹

A little throwback, fitting for today, no? 🌹

2021-02-14 19:59:03 +0000 UTC View Post

Best news ever!!! 1. Star Wars stuff finally came in the ma..

Best news ever!!! 1. Star Wars stuff finally came in the mail!! 🤩 2. Tattoo healing very nicely so I’ll be on to chat with you today 😍🥰 3. Happy Valentine’s Day?? Do you like to celebrate, or no? Tell me a funny Valentine’s Day story. Or if you’re anti Valentine’s Day, tell me why 🙃

2021-02-14 10:18:37 +0000 UTC View Post

You guys this tattoo 😅 my hand took me out 😭😂 it is so swoll..

You guys this tattoo 😅 my hand took me out 😭😂 it is so swollen I have to keep it raised so responding to messages right now just isn’t possible 😫 give me another day and I’ll be baaaaack *Arnold Schwarzenegger voice* 🤖

2021-02-12 06:02:05 +0000 UTC View Post

I have someone newwww I’d like to introduce to you!! This is..

I have someone newwww I’d like to introduce to you!! This is my amazing friend Astral Flux. Music producer, astrologer, and all around absolute baddie. Go hit her up and give her a warm welcome to this amazing community!! 👽🛸✨ https://onlyfans.com/astralfluxaf

2021-02-11 15:36:35 +0000 UTC View Post

Still have more to drop from this set, too 😛

Still have more to drop from this set, too 😛

2021-02-11 14:08:44 +0000 UTC View Post

You ready for this? 😈 Left home at 11am, got back at 8pm. T..

You ready for this? 😈 Left home at 11am, got back at 8pm. Totally worth it. It feels so good to finally let myself be free, and be who I am. Today I’ll be filming some videos for you (I have a tattoo vlog I need to finish!!) and working on responding to messages, too 🥰 I hope you all are well! I 🖤 and appreciate you so much!

2021-02-11 14:03:38 +0000 UTC View Post

Uh oh... guess what I’m doing 😎

Uh oh... guess what I’m doing 😎

2021-02-09 21:05:22 +0000 UTC View Post

hiii cuties 🥺 I'm halfway through responding to all of your ..

hiii cuties 🥺 I'm halfway through responding to all of your messages and I just want to send you all so much love. I know how hard things feel in the world right now and I want to encourage you to please, please hang in there. Kindle the light in the darkness. Don't compare yourself to anyone else. There's so much worth to be here for 🕯🤍 we must endure the darkness to see the light. You are strong enough to make it through this.

2021-02-09 10:48:37 +0000 UTC View Post

hi 🤍

hi 🤍

2021-02-08 11:00:36 +0000 UTC View Post

hi how was ur weekend? who won the Super Bowl cuz I was not ..

hi how was ur weekend? who won the Super Bowl cuz I was not paying attention 😅

2021-02-08 07:42:16 +0000 UTC View Post

Hiiii I’ve been up all night working on content just for you..

Hiiii I’ve been up all night working on content just for you!! Question: What do YOU wanna know about me? Let’s do a little AMA/Q&A. Drop them in the comments below and I’ll record my responses this weekend 🤓

2021-02-06 14:31:47 +0000 UTC View Post

Shhh 🤫 can’t wait for you to see what we created today 😎

Shhh 🤫 can’t wait for you to see what we created today 😎

2021-02-05 20:44:56 +0000 UTC View Post

It’s Valentine’s Day this month, isn’t it? 🍭❤️

It’s Valentine’s Day this month, isn’t it? 🍭❤️

2021-02-02 08:58:29 +0000 UTC View Post

Hiiii my babes! Are you ready for some NEW photos and sets? ..

Hiiii my babes! Are you ready for some NEW photos and sets? I need to create!!! It’s my grandma’s birthday this weekend so I’m spending a little time with her, and then you can find me here. It’s time to catch up! Maybe a live tomorrow? 👀

2021-01-30 15:54:50 +0000 UTC View Post

First time playing Beat Saber. How’d I do, Planet Claireians..

First time playing Beat Saber. How’d I do, Planet Claireians? PS drop some 🚀🚀🚀 in the comments if you’re watching anything that rhymes with GameStop rn 😎

2021-01-29 11:50:27 +0000 UTC View Post

I finally finished reorganizing my space!! Woo!! 🥳🎉 New cont..

I finally finished reorganizing my space!! Woo!! 🥳🎉 New content here we come 🥰

2021-01-28 18:37:51 +0000 UTC View Post

Making amazing progress on organizing my space into a sanctu..

Making amazing progress on organizing my space into a sanctuary so I can get my desk in here and it’s gonna be so blessed ✨ in the mean time I had a little dance party while cleaning in my Instagram stories last night. That’s still up if you’re needing your daily dose of Claire. I REALLY just want to hang out on here all day and chat with you but I need to keep focusing to organize my space for maximum productivity. Thank you as always for your patience. It’s gonna be soooo worth it 😎 Take care of yourselves today! And be kind to yourself 🤍

2021-01-25 17:54:56 +0000 UTC View Post

Hi my friends. I’m so sorry for my silence this week it’s be..

Hi my friends. I’m so sorry for my silence this week it’s been a wild one. Have you guys seen that one TikTok where it’s like “take my hand, take my hand!!!” and you get whipped through this spiritual awakening that like blasts you into another orbit? Yeah. That keeps happening this year. So, my mother agency (modeling) dropped me, and this election stuff has me feeling all sorts of ways. My parents basement flooded this week, primarily in the area where all of my stuff is being stored. Packing up for the divorce was so painful, and boxes got moved around downstairs so frequently, that several boxes of...memories of my old life...were destroyed by salt water. And then, I had a friendship breakup. Someone I’ve known for more than 20 years. The relationship was unhealthy, often one sided, and toxic. I wasn’t the greatest friend all the time either, but recent months and certain conversations with this person affected me so badly that I found myself unable to even get out of bed, create content/work, eat properly, or sleep at night. My own traumas, which I am still working through, were constantly being triggered. We’ve had “friendship breakups” in the past, and I kept taking this person back. This time, I tried to draw boundaries from a place of love. Now this person is extremely angry at me. I finally spoke up, and all of the truth came spewing out from the other person. Everything they really think about me. It hurts. It hurts because I can understand their anger with me, their sadness. But I can’t do anything to fix or help this person anymore. It’s not my job or responsibility. I’m determined to continue to live my truth and stay strong to the commitment I made to myself in 2020. On loving myself and putting myself first. Learning that it’s okay to say no and to set boundaries when you feel uncomfortable. I’m sad that people make assumptions on you based only on the outer image you display on the internet (no matter how “real” and transparent you try to be). Especially if it’s your job. I know in time, or maybe not, things will make more sense. It’s alright. In other news, my gaming friends 🎮 I want to let you in on a little something I’ve been working on for you 🤫 getting ready to livestream while I gloriously bluster my way through various games on my Switch and now my new lil baby (swipe) this Oculus 2. This is my first time learning how to livestream gaming content so any tips on set ups and best gear (headphones, mic, webcam?) you can send me, the better. I honestly had so much fun live streaming last week with you that I want to do these things much, much more often! I am worried about the WiFi/internet connection out where I am but I’m hoping to get that figured out as well. Oof lots of research but it’s going to be amaaaazing when the setup is complete! And then eventually I can get on to building my own PC 🤩 but that won’t probably come until I move out of mom and dads house. Not gonna lie—it’s been feeling a little stifling here lately. I know a lot of you can relate. 🗣 PS: give me all your game recommendations. I already played Vader Immortal: Episode III back a few months ago so I will def be re-exploring that series. What else do you like to play? I appreciate you all so, so much. I hope you are well. Thank you for your patience as I nail down this new routine. And, get ready, 2021 is going to be beyond 💫 in the best of ways.

2021-01-24 16:30:42 +0000 UTC View Post

Would you prefer a regularly scheduled weekly live session? ..

Would you prefer a regularly scheduled weekly live session? Or would you like for it to be more of a spur of the moment thing? 🤗

2021-01-19 17:04:33 +0000 UTC View Post

January 11, 2008 one of my first photoshoots ever. It was a ..

January 11, 2008 one of my first photoshoots ever. It was a test shoot that I paid for. Yes, the fur coat is real. No, I do not support real fur being used in fashion. I remember not wanting to wear this coat but feeling like I couldn’t say no because I didn’t want to offend the other people on set. This was the age of America’s Next Top Model where it was drilled into you to do exactly as you were told. So I did. I was 18 in this photo wearing nothing but a black thong underneath. I hadn’t ever even had a boyfriend yet and I was topless underneath in front of strangers. But I didn’t want to offend them. I wanted to push myself. I wanted to fit in. I felt sad wearing this fur coat, and I think it’s incredibly noticeable in my face when I look at this photo now. It’s taken me until I hit 32 to realize that I can say no and set boundaries. I don’t always have to pretend to be nice all the time. I can stay true to myself and my tribe will find me. It already has.

2021-01-19 16:53:16 +0000 UTC View Post

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