Almost a perfect temp! Have a great day š
Almost a perfect temp! Have a great day š
2022-10-10 06:56:53 +0000 UTC View Post
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Just a note, I have increased the subscription fee from $12...
Just a note, I have increased the subscription fee from $12.50 to $15. Im sorry if you have had your renew onā¦OF disables it after a price change and if youād like to keep it on you have to go and enable it to opt in again āŗļø I have so much to say but I will do so in a video later. I will be on set again all day too, hopefully not as long or later as last night. Everything is outside and the weather here is so sketchy right now. Festive winter gear wardrobe all day in the 20Ā°c heat. Then ice rain and freezing from about 7pm to 11pm.
2022-10-09 13:33:00 +0000 UTC View PostWhere did you find this page from?
Where did you find this page from?
2022-10-09 13:18:39 +0000 UTC View PostPicked up a background job on a hallmark movie. I do this a ..
Picked up a background job on a hallmark movie. I do this a lot. Mostly for the snacks lol
2022-10-08 22:59:33 +0000 UTC View PostI stayed up late getting my indoor 1980s hot tub ready to be..
I stayed up late getting my indoor 1980s hot tub ready to be filled. Canāt wait to have nightly soaks again. Itās been awhile. The last couple years I switched brands of chemicals and it threw the whole thing off. I couldnāt get the water to balance or soften and it was a huge pain. I finally found the stuff I was using the two years before that and Iāll have it up and running by tomorrow evening āŗļø
2022-10-08 16:16:58 +0000 UTC View PostIāve been thinking a lot on this lately, and I have decided ..
Iāve been thinking a lot on this lately, and I have decided to increase my subscription price here. Since my social media accounts are getting bigger there has been an influx of people here and Iāve found my boundaries are being pushed a little further. Iāve had to block and refund five accounts that subscribed and immediately sent me dirty messages. I can handle things like that out on the
big free internet no issues. Well I guess
it does bother me to some degree but I donāt feel like someone is paying to come into my space and then act like I owe them a gracious response,
for something Iāve always been clear about not wanting. Trust me, I am used to that kind of attention: I have been receiving it as far back as my memory is capable of remembering. Also for the majority of my life itās been in person. It
just has been getting to me in this space because of the money exchange. Itās the entitlement that because they paid 12 bucks to get in here I am in suddenly some sort of debt to them. I know I post sexually charged imagery, I know that I leave
a lot to obvious imagination-Iām not naive, I know exactly where minds go when I post certain pictures. But like I said, I donāt need or want to hear about it past a platonic head nod for a nice picture. Iāve been very satisfied with my access fee here and that has been because of having a setting that was very respectful. Now that there is a degree of discomfort or having to have conversation re: my boundaries I feel itās worth a little more. Please comment having seen my page what you would think an appropriate monthly fee would be for my content. Your feedback is super appreciated, and if you prefer to dm an answer is fine by me and I wonāt make it awkward by responding. Regardless of what it ends up going to or staying the same, there will be a bundle price for the next six months to remain what it is now ($12.50/month) I appreciate those of you who have been awesome and encouraging and that is a shout out to the vast majority of you. Youāve been great and made this fun āŗļø
I love creepy and spooky things year round. Halloween time j..
I love creepy and spooky things year round. Halloween time just lets me get away with it without coming off like a total creeper in general myself haha. When everyone is wearing a haunted mask itās easy to blend into the crowd
2022-10-06 18:59:45 +0000 UTC View PostOmg finally haha. Between a dreadfully pissed off and half f..
Omg finally haha. Between a dreadfully pissed off and half functioning phone, and being out of data and living rural where the wifi sucks that took forever to upload! All of that and I have no idea what Iām even talking about in it š
2022-10-06 18:37:18 +0000 UTC View PostI am trying to upload a vid but my phone hates me now. I hav..
I am trying to upload a vid but my phone hates me now. I havenāt been able to delete things fast enough. I honest to goodness need to get this photo hoarding thing under control. Iāve gone through three phones in 2.5 years because I take so many, donāt delete, get overwhelmed and have to start over because I will never find the energy or organization to tackle a task like that. This type of behaviour exists in my real life as well, and has since I had my desk tipped over and dumped by the teacher when I was in grade 2. I am worse than just disorganized and untidy. Itās definitely a condition at this point. But maybe I will get a new phone and have better habits now that I am more focussed on proactive measures rather than reactive ones.
2022-10-06 03:24:46 +0000 UTC View PostI posted this to my Twitter and one of the comments was āok ..
I posted this to my Twitter and one of the comments was āok Iāll be the only honest person here I guess. Your eyebrows are so weirdā
I think the reason we take those to heart in spite of having comments that point out the good things, is because it verifies something weāve already noticed and criticized about ourself. It provides evidence that what we already judged ourselves for is true and we were right. And people love to be right. So I do let those types of things get to me, only for enough time it takes to delete the pic and pretend I never posted it at all lol. Once itās safely out of the hands of the public internet I feel better knowing I saved all those poor people from having to see my whack eye brows š then I dwell for several days. THEN I let it go and move on
Iām alive and feel almost human again
Iām alive and feel almost human again
2022-10-04 22:57:11 +0000 UTC View PostMy phone stopped recording right as I was saying āI donāt ha..
My phone stopped recording right as I was saying āI donāt have any pegs left to be taken downā
But, as Iāve come to learn I am out of phone storage! I guess my insomnia this evening will be made up of a massive photo purge. Iām sorry if a lot gets spammed here. Stuff I donāt want to take up space but not ready to delete? I donāt even know whatās on here :/
Please stop asking me to show off more than what I show. I..
Please stop asking me to show off more than what I show.
Iām grateful youāre paying the entry fee into my art gallery to support and encourage someone whose photos you like, please letās call it such and leave it that. This is a mutually beneficial exchange.
Donāt ask for different angles, extras, custom content or private pics sent to you.
If you follow me along at all you should know Very Well Iām not comfortable with that and it ruins this for me. Itāll get you a block and a refund.
Iām not here to get āmmmm babiedā at or hear comments that should be reserved for someone you are in a consensual sexual relationship with. These are my boundaries and if theyāre not respected you do not deserve to be in this space of mine.
Sex, love, romance, intimacy. Itās not for me and not for you to acquire from me. If my pics elicit sexual thoughts, itās easy enough to keep those to yourself. I donāt want the knowledge and donāt need that kind of validation. Which is why comments had been turned off until recently.
Respectful platonic comments similar youād give to any other artist are welcome.
There is a very obvious distinction between complimentary comments and sexual ones, and I know that you are able to see the difference.
May you have an enjoyable day that leads into an even better..
May you have an enjoyable day that leads into an even better weekend š
2022-09-30 20:15:43 +0000 UTC View PostWell, what I was expecting to show up today, didnāt and so I..
Well, what I was expecting to show up today, didnāt and so Iāve just been feeling bloated and slow today. My neck feels like itās having a hard time holding up my head, and still hurts to turn either which way. My energy is almost zero but I took a couple nice slow walks around the trail. The last couple days have been unseasonably warm, ~21Ā°c . The lady bugs are everywhere though, you canāt walk outside without being swarmed. I got bit by one today, which hasnāt happened before. Other than that I didnāt even have the energy or desire to smoke weed at all. Yet still I feel sluggish and sedated. Ate a couple corn dogs dipped in queso š³ I watched a very adorable beetle eat a piece of carrot cake crumb and it made me emotional for some reason. And I contemplated more times than a few today about going off into the woods againā¦
Goodnight
Had to get myself into physio today. This neck, shoulder and..
Had to get myself into physio today. This neck, shoulder and back pain is no joke. I also have three things on a grocery list to buy. If anyone can guess correctly (in comments) I will comp you a free month here š
2022-09-28 16:16:43 +0000 UTC View Post
It took all night and all day but Iāve made it safely back. ..
It took all night and all day but Iāve made it safely back. Thank you all for the stories and words, reading them did help me see past some of my own things, and feel a sense of solidarity in our past and present pains. This is a long overdue soak and then straight to sleep š¤
2022-09-25 23:42:55 +0000 UTC View PostAlways the conquest, never the keeper
Always the conquest, never the keeper
2022-09-25 05:53:29 +0000 UTC View PostLol please excuse the setting of which these pics take place..
Lol please excuse the setting of which these pics take place. V hard to find an appropriate place to take naked pictures when youāre at your grammaās house š
2022-09-24 06:59:05 +0000 UTC View Post