I am still super sick. This has been awful. I feel like my bones are ice, and that they’ll shatter if I move around too much. I’m about as cold as I’d be if they were made that way too. Just can’t get warm enough. I’ve had two hot baths today and the residual warmth lasts for about 45 minutes. I have two fleece blankets on and I just made a painful trip to the closet to grab another quilt. I had a few appointments over the last couple days that had to get cancelled and the state of the house is a disaster. I honestly have no idea or motivation to try and keep up with anything. I’m happy I have these brief bouts of deep sleep that come on and let me just shut my mind down and not feel anything of what’s aching right now. I don’t think I’ve ever felt so fragile before, not even when I had covid. This sucks and I’m sad and I feel sorry for myself.
Burst some 🩸 vessels from the pressure of puking so hard earlier. Seems to have last a full 24 hours and then some but I feel a little better now. Not constantly freezing and shivering. Dull body aches rather than a lot of pain. I’m hoping it disappears overnight just as quickly as it came on.
I had to scruuuuuub my face to get that Halloween makeup off wow. Lol. I also got really high and so my face is raw and red, but I figure I should take a pic. I’m not sure I remember the last time I’ve ever had to wash my face that deeply. So makeup removed with miceller water. Like 15 cotton balls worth…soaked and apply to makeup and wiped off. It usually takes me one cotton ball to clean my face at the end of the day. Then hot hot water to melt the excess makeup off and open my pores. The washed with Noxema. Can anyone hear that word and bring to mind the scent of it? Then toned with witch hazel. I would usually put cream on but I want to dry out a breakout I’m experiencing lol. It took so much work getting that junk off my face! This isn’t in my comfort zone because I like my pics to be attractive haha but I thought what the hell this is probably the nakedest my face will ever be…no makeup (Vaseline on my lips so they don’t crack), no filter. Hope you get your hands on some good Halloween candy. If not tonight then try tomorrow for the discounts 🍫🍬🎃
Good morning!! I have set up a promo for the next three months, I know how expensive the Christmas season is, and these kinds of things are low on the budget priority. I will be going through the list as well and anyone with the renew on will also get bit of a discount for Nov-Jan. I have lots of outdoor chores going on today, and then taking the kids out tonight. I don’t know if I’ll dress up again but mayyyybe lol hope you have a great day, great night and fun and successful Halloween activities should you be getting up to any
Water has always been an effective source of pain control for me. Getting into a warm bath when I was delivering my daughter felt more effective than the fentanyl I was on with my first. It’s always such a comfort to me to be able to do this. I know I talk about it a lot and probably post more pics of me in the tub than anywhere else but it being immersed in water is among my top five places I feel relaxed.
Sometimes one just needs to lay around in the cool grass after a hot bath. I’m red like a boiled lobster! This marks the end of an intensely long and busy weekend. I’ve gotten not much more than 10 hours of sleep since I woke up Thursday morning. I need to catch up for sure! I hope everyone had a great weekend and a good sleep to start the week 😊
I got finished up on set at 230 in the morning and then it was a long drive home. Managed to fall asleep around 430, then up with the kids at 8ish. Today was spent running around and setting up the basement for my 10yo to have three friends sleepover. When I asked my younger two what they thought of the all the older boys they said “they are loud, and rude and annoying” 😂 (they really aren’t even. All being great and just your normal ten year old excited kids at a sleepover! Ok well maybe they are really loud hahaha).
