I am still super sick. This has been awful. I feel like my b..
Added 2022-11-04 20:09:51 +0000 UTCI am still super sick. This has been awful. I feel like my bones are ice, and that they’ll shatter if I move around too much. I’m about as cold as I’d be if they were made that way too. Just can’t get warm enough. I’ve had two hot baths today and the residual warmth lasts for about 45 minutes. I have two fleece blankets on and I just made a painful trip to the closet to grab another quilt. I had a few appointments over the last couple days that had to get cancelled and the state of the house is a disaster. I honestly have no idea or motivation to try and keep up with anything. I’m happy I have these brief bouts of deep sleep that come on and let me just shut my mind down and not feel anything of what’s aching right now. I don’t think I’ve ever felt so fragile before, not even when I had covid. This sucks and I’m sad and I feel sorry for myself.
