Good Lord I am overwhelmed at the outpouring of support I am receiving. Seriously y'all, I'm just beside myself with all the love and well-wishes while I go through getting sober once and for all. Every day I am more and more excited to share with you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here for me when I really needed a support system the most! It means everything to me. My family has me back and I am sure they would love to thank you all too!
Apparently, it takes a village even when you're 46!
Day 15 sober AF and that will never change!
You guys are infusing me with so much love and energy I feel unstoppable. Probably because I am!
I hope everyone is doing well. Here's a little something for you for now until I get myself looking better and can begin making new content.
I am excited for that as I'm sure you are too!
Love and respect.
Sober 14 days today. I will always be sober from this point on. Here is a throwback to the last time I was completely clean and sober and I can actually see the huge difference in my eyes, my skin, everything.
Thank you ALL for supporting me as you do. Without it, I would be lost.
Love you all.
Day 13 y'all. Sober AF. My body is kinda wearing down as I haven't slept more than an hour a night in about five days, but that's just my body coming alive. I'm a high energy person when I'm not possessed by my demon.
Tomorrow marks week 2 and this is always when the demon starts trying to claw its way back as I become more alive.
I'm stronger and happier and better and it will not win!
Hope everyone has had a wonderful weekend. ❤💯
You all make me feel so unbelievably blessed. I am putting in the work getting sober for good so I can begin putting in the work of doing what I do best and love most so all of your support will be returned plus interest!! I can't wait for that.
Thank you. From the bottom of my blessed and full heart. Your support has really pushed me to just keep fighting. Truly.
It's beautiful!
Amen. Day 12 sober AF. Haven't been getting much sleep lately but I'm full of energy and peace and happiness that I have finally turned that corner. I will not fail. ❤🙏💯
Sorry I've been a little distracted but I'm dealing with just trying to keep myself together each minute of the day. Some minutes are unbearable while others are ok.
My biggest concern right now is staying sober, but I will pull myself together as soon as I can and throw myself into filming. Today is day 9 of my sober restart. I have no desire to drink I just want to feel emotionally better and get busy working and updating for you. It keeps me busy and feeling productive and away from the bad things.
Thank you all for supporting me in all the ways you do. It's very much appreciated! ❤
Had to restart my sober journey. If you follow any of my social media you already know I had a slip at day 15. So, I am now on day 3 sober after restarting. 😐
Here's a little throwback treat for you guys on my 14th day of sobriety! I am feeling amazing. It's also my little girl's birthday today so I am celebrating both!
I hope everyone is doing well!
Good morning! Day 12 sober and feeling better and better each day. I hope everyone is well. Getting busier and busier with work as well! Can't wait to get filming again! 🥰
Hey guys! I am looking and feeling my absolute worst so here's a throwback photo for your viewing pleasure.
On that note, I am on day 8 of being sober and I am actually starting to feel pretty good aside from the pain caused by the emotional turmoil I am currently experiencing. I will try not to bore you with that much more, but suffice to say life is fucking me harder than ever and I'm barely keeping my head above water. There have been lots of tears and lots of hours spent in bed trying to sleep it all away.
Today I am going to try to do at least two things for myself to hopefully start to pull myself out of this funk I am in and feel better all around. Just those self care things that actually can do wonders for our mental state.
I received some absolutely amazing news this morning and although I'm in a deep Hell of despair, it helped lift my spirits enough to at least try to do more today than previous days.
I will be getting to work more and more each day. :)
Thank you ALL so much for your continued support through this extremely difficult time in my life. Without you I am not sure I would make it through. Screaming into the void is nice, but getting some feedback is even nicer. :)
Love you all.
D.
Learn To Serve -
Assignments
Phase 1 -
So, you want to serve me? You feel the need to show your devotion, yet don't quite know how? I get emails and messages on social media all the time from so-called slaves who would "do anything" to serve me. Well, if that is indeed true, then prove it. If you think you're worthy, show me you're worthy. Words mean nothing to me, but actions are the proof. Here it is, your chance to show your devotion to me. This is your first task: within the clip are instructions to two different ways you can show me your devotion. You must choose one. Once completed, we can move on to phase two.
Only the seriously dedicated will learn to serve me.
Because I Said So Part 2 -
The most used phrase in a stepmother's arsenal - "because I said so". It has the power to control, the power to make you stop or start whatever we want, and now I'm using it to make you do things you have only dreamed of doing.
The second part of a multi-dimensional series, "Because I Said So" will take you from beginning to end.
Part 2 - The Punishment
Checking up on your stepmother, you find her laying in bed. Something she's been doing a lot lately. She hasn't been feeling well, and she rolls over to be pleasantly surprised you are there to check on her and see if she needs anything. She's been so sick, and your stepdad isn't around to care for her. It makes her feel better just having you there with her, and she asks you if you've been a good boy. You blush a little and this alerts her to the fact that perhaps you have been on her computer, and maybe even looking at porn!
You know you're not supposed to go on stepmommy's computer without asking, and you are certainly not allowed to look at porn! I think there should be some kind of punishment for this. Obviously you liked what you were looking at because I can see the bulge in your pants! Well, just like last time, I want you to start stroking your cock -- because I said so! This time, when you finish, there is going to be a surprise ending.
I know I am not supposed to be wearing this revealing nightie that your stepfather bought me in front of you, but sometimes when a woman doesn't feel good, it helps her to feel a bit better about herself to wear something sexy. And now I feel even better seeing what it has done to you! You really like what you see and how I look in this revealing yet teasing nightie. I know how much you love stepmommy's tits!
Now don't cum too soon, slow it down a bit or you'll ruin the surprise ending. As part of your punishment for thinking you're a big enough boy to look at porn, you're going to do what a lot of big boys do and eat your own cum. OHHHH, it looks like your cock likes that idea! Your face might cringe like you don't want to, but your cock got harder and proves otherwise.
Here, stepmommy will take out her perfect tits to spur you along. Normally, I let your stepfather cum all over my tits, but you're not your stepfather so you're not allowed to do that. No, for being a naughty boy, your cum is going down your throat.
I feel so much better! I'll go make lunch!
Hey everyone, just wanted to shout out a quick update. I am doing well on the staying sober thing, even though all I wanted to do today was go get a bottle of tequila and drink the whole thing. I am going through some personal things that are very emotionally painful and completely beyond my control, so that is adding stress and pressure that I don't need right now. But, it's also a good way for me to remain sober as drinking would only make dealing with it all that much worse.
I hope everyone is doing well and thank you all for your amazing support through all of this. I have some organizing to get done but I will be getting busy filming very soon.
Humiliating My Pathetic Bra Lover 3 -
*This is an intense humiliation clip, with a mean and disgusted tone*
The next installment to your pathetic bra fetish. This time I start with my oldest lace bra and slowly tease you by putting on bra after bra, explaining to you what a pathetic lace bra lover you are, and that you must be in your mommy's basement, in your boxers, stroking away on your cock at my beautiful bras and my beautiful tits in my bras. I don't mind, though. I mean, after all, you do PAY me to get you off with my bras.
It's just never ending, the amount of requests that you send me to see me in my lacy bras. As annoying as it might be, I do them because... well, you pay me to. All I have to do is make these ridiculous videos, and you buy them. And then you sit there and jerk off, and all I have to do is be in my bra.
You're really actually very pathetic. But, it's tough to blame you. I really do have nice bras, and great tits. I mean, when you have tits like I do, you should make sure they have the best.
I know you're about to blow your load already, but you better not. I have many more bras to go before you can do that.
I mean, if I had a bra fetish, which I don't, because let's just face it, that's stupid, but if I did, I would totally get off on all my bras on top of each other. It's almost as if I have a boob job!
If I put many more on they're just gonna pop right out, but I guess that's probably what turns you on? The idea that my big beautiful tits could pop out at any second? My tits are gonna touch my chin by the time I'm done layering on all these sexy bras!
It's like breast expansion, me wearing all these bras! I have so much cleavage it's making a "Y" shape! I really think you should blow your load all over all these sexy lace bras. Nobody can blame you at this point. My tits are so huge I might leave this on and go the bar.
Well, you're still pathetic.
Your Twisted Fantasy -
A very straight and to-the-point fantasy you no doubt have all the time. Although you know it's wrong, this particular scene has played out in your head several times. You know it could never really happen, but in your mind it has, and is again right now as you stroke your cock, all the while imagining you're fucking your own stepmother. No hole is off limits, and she moans in ecstasy and tells you over and over how much she loves your cock in her ass, and how much she loves it when you fuck her so good.
A dream come true.
Hey guys. Just wanted to check in and touch base with ya'll. This coming week I will be filming finally and getting some major work done, so you can look forward to new content and all that. Then I will have to take another week or so to myself for personal stuff and will be back the end of October, beginning of November to stay and film and get everyone their customs etc. My life seems to be finally pulling out of the depths of Hell, but I have some loose ends that need to be tied.
Hope everyone is well and I look forward to seeing you all very soon.
D.
Humiliating My Pathetic Bra Lover -
*This is an intense humiliation clip, with a mean and disgusted tone*
You are a pathetic bra lover and absolutely disgust me with your lacey bra fetish and the need to cum on my bra cups. It's truly sad that all it takes is this bra to turn you on. That all it takes is ME in a sexy bra and you're stroking away. I bet you lay in bed at night with images of me in your head, stroking away at your dick.
The good thing about owning your addiction is I get to tell you when to release, and you will not cum until I say, and if you're lucky, I'll let you do it on my beautiful new bra which will no doubt be your new favorite.
I'll send you the bill for this one, too.
