Sometimes you just have to start the day off right. Here's a special treat for all of you for being so good to me. Exclusive only here at my OF 😎💦💦💦 5 images 》》》
2022-02-04 15:55:10 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey y'all! PT eval went well! More PT and safe exercise and I'll be ship shape. Still have to be careful, obviously, but I'm glad to know what's going on so now I can get busy working!! Yay!! Finally!! It's definitely my rotator, but it's not torn, thank the Lord! 🙏 Busy, busy getting busy so you may see me a bit less active "socially" but that just means I'm making content and filming!! 😎😎😎
2022-02-03 18:19:03 +0000 UTC View PostIt's truthful Tuesday and I'm not sure I have it in me to revisit my past, or even my present today. LOL. Hopefully, if my chaos slows down anytime soon I can put something together. Hope you are all well.
2022-02-01 20:44:41 +0000 UTC View Post
This day last year. I still need a bigger tub 🤣
2022-01-31 06:18:19 +0000 UTC View PostAnd this one. I'm very proud of myself 😎
2022-01-27 19:07:11 +0000 UTC View PostJust in case you don't follow any of my social media. I really like this one...
2022-01-27 19:05:13 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy Throwback Thursday Y'all. Hope everyone is well. I'm exhausted, but also feeling great. That 90 day sober mark is really a turning point and I can now focus on getting healthy again and putting myself back together. Thank you all for your support!
2022-01-27 18:59:39 +0000 UTC View Post
This #winningwednesday allow me to introduce you to 22-year-old me. I never drank. I was healthy and fit. I had my whole life ahead of me. But I met the wrong man. I allowed things to happen that I should have simply walked away from. It's ok, because 24 years later, I am sober over 90 days and once again working my way back up from the abyss. Thank you to all of you who have supported me, checked on me, and cheered me on with your kindness and genuine hearts. ❤️ It can be done. Sober is #sexyaf #soberaf #90dayssober
2022-01-26 17:05:20 +0000 UTC View Post
Standing outside my club in 1997. I wish I had more pictures like these, but back then we didn't carry around cameras.
2022-01-26 02:33:53 +0000 UTC View PostTrying not to jinx myself, but I'm starting today off feeling pretty darn good in comparison to the past few months. LOL. Hopefully I can get a lot done today. Just gonna take it step by step and do what I can. Also, had a crazy vivid dream about my high school boyfriend last night. We were having anal sex. How odd. I wasn't thinking about him or anything so I hope he's OK. Might sound crazy to y'all, but my best friend came to me in my dreams after she died of cancer and told me she was OK and not to worry so I get a little concerned when someone I haven't thought of in forever suddenly appears to me very vividly in my dreams. I don't know anything about him. No idea where he is living or if he's alive or married or what. Hmmm.... Anyway, hope y'all have a great Tuesday and I will be getting some work done today for sure!! Can't wait!!
2022-01-25 15:41:40 +0000 UTC View PostTomorrow I will have a new Truthful Tuesday post as an addition to My Story. I've been super busy with my mom and other things these past few weeks, but I'm finally getting back to somewhat normal. The story continues... Sorry for the interruption.
2022-01-24 20:27:25 +0000 UTC View Post
MILF Monday. Doing my best to get my life back in order so I can get busy filming again. I need to stay distracted. Now that mom isn't here keeping me busy, I'm alone with my thoughts and once again dealing with heartache. Today has been tough, but I'll push through. I have to clean my house and get my office back in shape for work as I was using it as a bedroom while mom was here. Hope everyone is well. 91 Days sober AF :)
2022-01-24 20:04:55 +0000 UTC View Post
Oh, my bed feels so good. How I missed it for 10 days. 😎 This is a throwback to 2016, but new content is coming!! 😈
2022-01-23 03:23:21 +0000 UTC View Post
Friday night therapy. It says here; you're an asshole 🤔
2022-01-22 03:02:25 +0000 UTC View PostSo far, so good this morning. Mom is progressing with getting herself in and out of bed and on and off of furniture etc. Her knee is not bending as far as I would like it to be at this point, but we're working on that too. I am hoping she will be ready to go home by next Friday, maybe. I'm tired, Y'all. I need about a month of rest just for myself after all of this :( Hope everyone is well.
2022-01-20 16:34:41 +0000 UTC View Post
Good Afternoon! Much love and respect.
2022-01-18 18:13:08 +0000 UTC View Post
Found this throwback I thought you all might enjoy 😉 👀😈
2022-01-18 02:42:57 +0000 UTC View PostJust wanted to let you all know how awesome each and every one of you are. You've been so supportive to me and my mom. I appreciate you so much. Thank you. 6 more days to 90 days sober AF!! Feeling amazing. Mom is doing well. We have started therapy finally and she's so jacked I'm considering dru gging her ass to calm her down!! Lol. (Kidding, of course. I love seeing her feel better) Hope you all are well. Goodnight.
2022-01-18 02:28:00 +0000 UTC View PostHappy Saturday Y'all! Things are quite hectic for me here at the Inn. Mom is progressing, albeit slowly, so she still requires my constant attention. I managed to get some stronger pain meds for my shoulder and a docs appointment for Wednesday, so that's all good news, but I'm still suffering with that quite often as I also take care of Mom. It's a cluster fuck to say the least! LOL. I can't tell you all how much I appreciate your messages checking in on me and making sure I'm taking care of myself. You guys are keeping my head above water and it means the world to me right now during this extremely trying time. All I want to do is feel better and be left alone to work and do what I love most! I can't wait! Hopefully on Wed I will get a stabby stab cortisone shot and be able to function a bit better so that when Mom does go home I can start filming again! One plus to her being here is the only other thing to do when I'm not taking care of her is clean and get my life in order and everything ready so that when I do get the chance to film it's a lot easier to set up! I have been doing my best to keep you all updated as much as possible and will continue to do so. I want to get some more segments added to My Story, but as you can imagine that is rather difficult to do under the circumstances. I hope everyone is well and thanks again for all of your unwavering support! Much love and respect!
2022-01-15 19:10:23 +0000 UTC View PostHey everyone. I will get some new posts for my Big Reveal story up real soon. Taking care of my mom has taken up literally every minute of my days so far, but hopefully she will begin healing and getting a bit more independent. Her pain has at least decreased and she's moving a bit better so 🤞 I'll be happy to get my life back in order even though I'm happy to help her recover as well. More to come real soon. ❤
2022-01-15 01:54:40 +0000 UTC View PostMom is doing well. I am exhausted and emotionally drained and stressed. I'll share more tomorrow. 🥴
2022-01-12 00:26:09 +0000 UTC View Post
Before I have a bonfire of all things to painful to look at, here you go.
2022-01-10 03:51:17 +0000 UTC View PostBack in early October '21, my first serious attempt at getting sober. I failed 15 days later, but tried again and today is 75 days sober AF. 🙏
2022-01-08 16:31:16 +0000 UTC View Post
It lifted my mood substantially to do my hair and makeup. It just makes me feel better when I look better. So far today (knock on wood) my shoulder has been pretty good. I'm hoping maybe it is healing, but of course now that I said it I've likely jinxed myself and tonight or tomorrow it'll be excruciating again. 🙄 For now, I'll take the relief and keep resting it.
2022-01-07 20:49:25 +0000 UTC View PostI am working on a Fun Fact Friday for y'all. I think this one will be a video. The pain in my shoulder makes it difficult to even type (eye rolls forever) so I am trying to limit activities that make it hurt worse (obviously). Hopefully I can get in to my doctor fairly soon and get some relief and figure out how to make this shoulder better. Hopefully it's not surgery! Ugh.
2022-01-07 18:00:39 +0000 UTC View Post
