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Bellissima is getting extra bloated

Bellissima is getting extra bloated

Shakes, chicken and chips down. Up next - cake mixed with ic..

Shakes, chicken and chips down. Up next - cake mixed with ice cream. Once again I’m epically failing at working from home due to being too busy stuffing my fat face.

Was just thinking about the upcoming family Christmas gather..

Was just thinking about the upcoming family Christmas gatherings I might end up at soon. Part of the reason I’m not doing a face reveal right now is the unusual amount of judges, priests, professors, politicians, doctors and CEOs in my family who would find some of my choices unfathomable, to say the least, especially my decision to go from being an upstanding beautiful smart professional and a fit and athletic rock climber to an obese, gassy, lard covered hog who lives to stuff her fat face and play with her hanging hog gut. Yeah. They’re not going to understand but fuck them. I am not going to hold back just cos people are all concerned and think I need help. I’ll be sure to stuff extra hard cos there’s always a crazy amount of food and I want to unleash the Christmas beast onto those feasts. Didn’t intend to write poetry but here we are hahaha.

Part of me doesn’t care if they all find out about my extracurricular activities. I don’t want to hurt my sisters cos they’ll feel a bit betrayed since they want me around for long but they’ll be okay. I’m at peace with everything and going full throttle for this is what I need to do. it’s mostly all the recommendations of the changes I could make that irritate me like don’t eat after 7pm, have you tried intermittent fasting? When was the last time you went to gym? Why don’t you save some food for other people?

I can already anticipate the digs coming my way but it’s just going to make me feel more horny and more hungry. It doesn’t really matter what anyone thinks or says. I doubt any of these people will be helping to feed me or clean between all my fat folds when I get too big to reach. My sisters might visit me but I don’t think I’ll see any cousins, aunts or uncles once I’ve turned myself into a bedbound blob. I’ll just have to imagine the reactions but for now I can still see them in person.

Bed time. So happy I’m finally taking the plunge. Can’t wait..

Bed time. So happy I’m finally taking the plunge. Can’t wait to be a gluttonous hog for a living. Just 3 more weeks than I’m free. So scary but also thrilling. I keep needing to remind myself that I want to leave on good terms but part of me doesn’t give a fuck.

I’ve been thinking a lot about my future living situation an..

I’ve been thinking a lot about my future living situation and all the accommodations I’d need to make to enjoy myself and be realtively comfortable. I see a large warehouse type of space with a forklift truck to hoist me around. There can be a feeding area, bathing area and sleeping area where I’d also relax and watch shows or play games. I think the forklift can be customised to make it more comfortable as it moves my soft immobile body around. I’ll probably need to employ a team of assistants to help keep me fed, bathe me and dry me. I know it’ll still be a long time before I go to my forever home with its pulleys and feeding machines, but I love to imagine what it’ll be like. I see mirrors above my bed so I can admire the results of all my hard work and perseverance.

I got so full my gut hurts when I walk cos of how stuffed it..

I got so full my gut hurts when I walk cos of how stuffed it is and I can really feel the impact of gravity pulling it down. I’m going to try to smoke up more appetite so I can get even more stuffed. I’m so horny

My shape is getting more round and firmer. Love this.

My shape is getting more round and firmer. Love this.

Strawberry milkshake with ice cream and vanilla mass gainer...

Strawberry milkshake with ice cream and vanilla mass gainer. So thick and filling 🐖💨

I used to have perfect skin from head to toe. It’s still oka..

I used to have perfect skin from head to toe. It’s still okay but I have to check my giant hog gut for pimples and need to treat them very quickly with antibacterial cream so they don’t get worse. So many fat girl problems. I wear shorts or leggings all the time because the chafe is crazy and my inner thighs are so soft and easily irritated. Had so many breakouts there. I can only imagine the skin problems I’ll get at 700lbs and beyond but I’m very resourceful so I believe I’ll find ways to take care of things. Will need to be rolled and adjusted on a regular bases, sit on different surfaces to avoid bed sores etc, have a crane to take me to a wet room where I’ll my folds can be accessed and hosed down. I’m sure it’ll be interesting to watch this. I want to capture the process from all angles so I can see the full extent of how I turned my skin, fit 110lbs body into a giant immobilized bed bound sack of unrecognisable lard. Also, I told my employers I’ve got a headache and can’t come in today. They just have to understand. I’ll show up tomorrow. I’m going to try to do some work from home later but I need to be at the office for the more urgent jobs. My phone is off now so they’ll just need to be patient or give the work to someone else. I have zero fucks to give when it comes to that job.

It happened again. I shared a before and after pic and only ..

It happened again. I shared a before and after pic and only fans says I must tag the other creator. It’s a very cute contrast. I’ll message support and see if they can accept that it’s me.

My company got an overdue invoice paid and the amount is so ..

My company got an overdue invoice paid and the amount is so much more than I remembered. Admin and accounting are not my strong points but it seems like my company catering budget just got massive. I guess I’ll be having a few year end office parties even if it’s just me in the office. I’ll be sure to cater for ten people.

In other news, I’m writing my first short horror film and I feel like I found my genre. I’m still busy with the script but I’m so sure I can pull it off and travel to film festivals where I’ll get to waddle onto stages to collect awards.

Being on onlyfans has been very inspiring and good for me as a creative. I’m going to make so many unique, amazing sexy videos for this platform now that I’ll be doing this full time and not working for horrible bosses. I am so ecstatic to be quitting my dead end job but I still have a few plans with my companies as I need to keep things interesting as possible before I become fully bedbound. There needs to be some travelling and crazy adventures over the next two years.

Also I am feeling like a proud piggy after I turned down 2 corporate video jobs this week. I need more time to relax, eat and digest and I knew they weren’t worth my time.

Next year I’m prioritising eating above everything and I’ll film my gassy bloated binge sessions and myself getting off as I fantasise about turning my once fit, agile body into a helpless immobile mess. People say this type of kink is meant to stay in the realms of fantasy but I say bring it on, turn me into a blob. That’s my future.

Love how soft I look in these pics.

Love how soft I look in these pics.

Morning mass gainer time. Chug chug chug

Morning mass gainer time. Chug chug chug

Everything is soft now

Everything is soft now

Imagine being underneath all this lard. Makes me wet knowing..

Imagine being underneath all this lard. Makes me wet knowing I intentionally did this to my body and I won’t stop even after my giant hog gut prevents me from being able to even reach the bed with my hands and knees. I’d be stuck on my belly flailing like a turtle that’s on its back, just held up by the mountain of lard and calling out for someone to help me get back into a more relaxed position. Yes, I’m wet as I write this. I’m also at the office now so I can’t even cum but I’ll make up for this later. The lasagne I had on Sunday was so good I ordered another tray.

I’ve been ordered to work in the office from tomorrow and th..

I’ve been ordered to work in the office from tomorrow and they know what a lazy pig I am so they asked someone to supervise me to make sure I work fast and I can’t even have snacks except on breaks. This is a nightmare. Can’t wait to hand in my notice. Piggy too fat and lazy to actually sit at a desk and work all day. Seems this will continue till mid December when the office closes. I’ve attached a video here to show you what Bellissima (my hanging hog gut) thinks of me doing work without being able to feed. It’s going to be okay. I’ll keep some bottles of mass gainer shake on my desk and will drink out of straw while typing. I can still find a way to satisfy my appetite. Also going to get some protein bars.

Still so full this morning. Gorged on donuts last night and ..

Still so full this morning. Gorged on donuts last night and it feels like I’m still processing them

Burping and gurgling. Trying to work from home but it’s not ..

Burping and gurgling. Trying to work from home but it’s not going well.

Time for something sweet.

Time for something sweet.

Belly rubs are vital sometimes. Here’s some slow motion bell..

Belly rubs are vital sometimes. Here’s some slow motion belly rub footage I took last night.

I’m in pain but it’s worth it. I can fit more

I’m in pain but it’s worth it. I can fit more

On the menu today - caramel cream cake, donuts, pancakes, pi..

On the menu today - caramel cream cake, donuts, pancakes, pizza, a tray of lasagna, beef stir fry, 9 burgers, 10 hot dogs, a whole chicken, fries and sweets. It’s going down well. Bellissima is in heaven

So far so good.

So far so good.

I woke up feeling fatter than I was yesterday. Gut slapping ..

I woke up feeling fatter than I was yesterday. Gut slapping lower and harder against thighs when I walk

I’ve been at a grown up party that had catering. I arrived l..

I’ve been at a grown up party that had catering. I arrived late and wasnt expecting real food. i thought there'd be a few snacks but now im stuffed full of meat, pies, burgers and quiche. damn. Eating chocolate because i needed something sweet after all the savoury food

Bellissima is rumbling like there’s a huge storm brewing ins..

Bellissima is rumbling like there’s a huge storm brewing inside me. So tumultuous

Going to be fat very soon

Going to be fat very soon

About to get Chinese take away. Gonna be so stuffed. Already..

About to get Chinese take away. Gonna be so stuffed. Already had cake

Woke up fatter. It’s going to be a good weekend 🥵

Woke up fatter. It’s going to be a good weekend 🥵

So called XXL useless leggings. Got them two weeks ago. Also..

So called XXL useless leggings. Got them two weeks ago. Also, one of the feet broke off so my bed is on three legs/feet but I’ll put a brick there for now. It’s been an unlucky week in terms of furniture and clothing breaking. Also been going through underwear at an alarming rate. My legs are too fat for my favourite boots so that’s sad. Just wearing socks and slip on sandals cos laces are not worth the heart burn. Leaning forward is irritating cos of how full I am all the time. Sigh.