Good morning to my naked sleepers and naked sleepers alone, everyone enjoy changing I guess hahah going to be at the gym today working chest so I can grow big boobies for you. Just working hard, working hard to please you xox
Just got back some of the photos from the shoot last month and wanted to share them with you guys first! Let me know which are your favs so I can try to trick more people on twitter into thinkin im pretty
Hello everyone, its with a heavy heart and shaky hands that I have to tell you that our planning permission for the animal sanctuary, Comraich, has been recommended for refusal to the committee by the planners. This has resulted in the application being denied in all other situations and I'm not stupid enough to think I'm going to be different. I think I might have failed, and its the type of setback that makes all efforts before it meaningless. I do not think I have it in me to start the process over, get new land, and put in another application, so most likely as of next Friday we will start to close down the charity.
This means we'll have to sell the land and all our assets and tools and donate the money or assets themselves to another charity. I want to thank you all for everything you've done for me, allowing me to chase this dream, for a second I really thought I could pull it off. I think sometimes its the fall back down to reality that hurts the most.
Many of you have been with me here for so long that you've started to feel more like real life friends than most people I know in real life, which is why telling you that I failed is harder than I thought it would be. I do not know what I will do now or who I will become, and with my health conditions I don't know how long I have to search for these answers. In the meantime nothing will really change, I guess I'll just continue to exist and make mediocre content? If anyone can tell me who I am or who I should be, that would be greatly appreciated.
More than anything I just want to say thank you, not just a thank you that people on the internet say to seem like they care, but from the bottom of the soul that is now ingulfing my chest, thank you. Over all the negative emotions I'm feeling now and will continue to feel, appreciation for you still shines bright. Thank you for being my friends and making me really feel like I could be cared for.
This isn't goodbye, but may be the domino that falls first that will lead to it, but until then you will have my love and it’s been so fun
I’ll be sending out my first big studio porn video out tomorrow (Friday the 16th) at 12pm my time (Scotland)! I hope you enjoy it and if it’s not your cup of tea plz never tell me I’m so thin skinned
IT ACTUALLY HAPPENED! @beckymil911 was kind enough to let me join her in the making of a film, even though I have very little to no experience in these things and it turned out great! Releasing this Friday! I will be selling it on my page for a low low price because I know some of you dont want to see this (what I say to anyone who has to see me naked) but for those who do it will be here and reasonable! Next month I am working with peaches and will be making moves to rebrand myself as a throat goat so please keep an eye out for that! Producing both B/B and B/G content?? Damn whos a big porn boi now haha.
A bit of the behind the scenes secrets that I'll only share here:
I travelled down the day before because it is a 7 hour train ride and the closest airport is about 2 hours away by train, so it was going to take the same amount of time no matter what. I left Scotland at 2pm and got there around 10pm for the next day 10am call. Getting to the studio I was so nervous my tummy was hurting me and I was cold sweating, I didn't eat but I brought muffins to try and fool them into liking me and maybe it worked? They were so sweet to me and were very understanding of my fears and let me know that most men in the industry have the same issues so if it happens not to worry at all. We made a bunch of TikTok and took some sfw photos to show that we were working together and then started the acting!
The acting was my favorite bit, was so fun to fuck around and have a good time with it, even if Rebecca did try to take my finger off with a prop haha. Got to time to start doing more sexual stuff and I brought some blue helpers with me to help as I didn't want to let anyone down but I actually just have high B-pressure due to the CKD and all they did for me was fix my already fucked up body for a wee bit haha. I was still able to do the job, even if I lost it from time to time and had to shake him like he owed me money. I was looking down like "what happened little buddy did the mean girl break you??" but in the end I did the best I could! We started at 10am and finished at 5pm and I caught a train back home, which was a long day for sure, but I was at home by around 1am and it was worth it to be in my bed.... and not spend another 100 quid on a hotel haha.
I have a lot of respect for people in the industry who have a special ability to do things like this, it was always the thing kind of keeping me away from it, I knew I would get too nervous. But they made such a fun and welcoming environment I was able to produce content for you guys and I hope you like it.
Thanks for reading all of this if you did, will be producing more solo content in the meantime! Lots of love for you guys, xoxo Gossip Conzo
Hey guys! I kind of got a last minute opportunity to be in a porno with Rebecca Goodwin which is pretty sick, followed her on TikTok for years and is always a good laugh! If all my tests come back negative I’ll be doin it this Friday. More of just a fun/odd thing to do, a deadpool/wolverine type thing, but if anyone wants to see it here just like or comment on this so I can see if there is a want for it!
I got a fuck machine (and then trained legs today which is a machine that fucks you up for the next couple days)! Will showing you guys that I’m a throat goat after I give it all a good wash and get the power cord sent to me hahah. I wanna start doing weekly lives here again. Is that something you would join in for?
The three photos I’d send you while you’re at work (you’re meant to just reply back that you like my outfit but it’s just incase anyone is around you when you open them)
Can someone please teach me how to take trousers off all sexy like?? Here is an Arthur Morgan strip tease and the views from my exploring the highlands today!
Sorry about my lack of posting I took all this content to post before I went and picked up my family and then forgot my content phone back in Scotland hahah
Sorry about being quiet, was away for magic con and loved it! Came home to find out one of ya wee dicks leaked a bunch of my shite and cost me a bunch of money to get it taken down and collect the info of who’s doin it. Be cool and let’s keep this peen slinging between friends please it takes so much time and money to do this and I don’t wanna 🥺
But now that I got it sorted I can post the content I was meant to schedule up this past week