I wonder what my body would look like if I did 12 mile hikes once a week 👀 I’m feeling the call to commit to moving my body as much as possible — in ways that still feel nourishing and in alignment. I prefer: dancing, hiking, running, walking, swimming, stretching. I don’t do gyms. But I’m really wanting to see what I can do with regular movement, even though routines are hard when you’re nomadic. And I still deal with some chronic pain that flares at times.
Most women’s bodies change a lot pending on the week and our menstru-al (OF blocks this word?) cycle. I’m also sensitive and have MCAS, so lots of food will make me bloat. And these foods routinely change 😅 All last week during my shoots I was a bit bloated from where I was at in my cycle, but I’m learning to surrender to the natural rhythms of my body. And help support it when able.
I want to be in touch with my body. I want to hear the messages. I will never, ever use words like “my body hates me” ever again. Our vessels are complicated — trust me, I know the feeling of being abandoned by your body. I had anaphylactic shock and only recently unearthed some of that trauma.
But after a decade of illness, I am no longer on any daily prescriptions. I reversed my autoimmune disease. I don’t identify with being chronically ill. I am not knocking the importance of western medicine, but I was truly harmed by pharmaceuticals and doctors, and through that trauma - I found my truth.
My experience opened my mind, changed my heart, and brought me to a path of radical sovereignty.
My next step is removing my IUD - more on that later.
Everyone’s journey is their own. It’s so deeply personal. But I want to share more when it feels right ♥️
Good morning! Yesterday I stopped to get water from the stream and was greeted by hundreds of butterflies! Just living my Disney Princess dreams 🥰
Ps does anyone wanna gift me a Platypus gravity filter kit? I used my friends’! I’m slowly building out my gear and upgrading.
Okay! I’ve a lil hiking photo dump to do (& still waiting on some photos from my friend during our treehouse stay) but enjoy this one for now! More to come. :)
Hi loves - can y’all do me a favor? I like to run deals on my page (sales, tip x for ___, etc). I usually try to adjust the post to say [closed] when I’m no longer offering what’s posted (or offering it at that price.) I very much commit to my flow and present energy, so I’m often not in the mood or able to offer things from months ago, or sometimes weeks ago! I’ve had a lot of new subs tipping on old deals so please read the captions. If not [closed] then I’ll still honor it :) I know a lot of models have tip menus etc, but that doesn’t work for me. I’ve surrendered to my fluidity. Which is why I rarely take customs, have tip menus etc. I’m sure it would equate to more $ to have things more structured but alas, I am who I am. The good part of this is — when I show up for something, create something, offer something, it means I’m wholly behind it. I know there is a lot of performance and fantasy that comes into play on these platforms, but I like to show up authentic to my desires, so I can consciously share with you 🥰