Pearls, lace, and a little bit of bush… yes or yes? 🖤
How are you spending the new year? 🥂✨ Also, are you excited about 2023? How are you feeling in general? I wanted to do a little check in and see how you’re doing. Surely I can’t be the only one undergoing a really rough patch. 2022 had amazing moments and I’m glad to elevate my art, but overall my mental and physical health is dismal. Hoping 2023 will be better 🖤
It makes me so happy when you guys like my posts and engage with me 🖤 I delete the posts that don’t do well and feel a little bit under appreciated sometimes, so I hope you keep liking and letting me know you enjoy my content 🥺 I want to post more cause I have so much new content cumming up and I really hope you like it 💕
My loves thank you for being so patient, I really really appreciate it bc I have been very busy and chaotic lately 😔 Today was crazy as well, but in a good way… I think this is honestly some of my favorite stuff I filmed EVER !! I will get to my inbox either tonight or tomorrow morning, and post new stuff tomorrow… meanwhile here are some previews :) 🖤✨ Like this post if you can’t wait to see more ♥️💐🪸 ⛓️✨
Oh my gosh you guys… I’m going to be sappy rn sorry!! Ahh I was just very pleasantly surprised that there was a demand for my work this xxxmas🎄♥️💋
Thank you for appreciating my hard work!!
This season is overall a slow one, winter is typically the slowest in sex work, but I loved this hussle and bussle of sexmas on my OF. Y’all are a bunch of holiday perverts huh? (I’m the biggest one of all, the lonesomest and perviest) 😆 Please keep it up!! Coming back to work reminded me that I actually enjoy doing this — I was thinking about that a lot, how after being sick for a while and not working, what if I come back and it’s like ugh this shit again?? I had that fear. But during a time when I’m so anxious, your requests and contributions helped me transmute my pain into art. It definitely took me out of a miserable mood… yesterday morning I was seriously feeling so dark and grim, but after working through some contents and video chats and stuff, I actually felt better. Still sniffly and I had a nosebleed and had some chest pains, so I’m taking it easy rn, but mentally I felt better. I love the feeling of getting into my work uniform, and I have a lot of new lingerie sets courtesy of a generous sub! Thank you for the random gift tips too. It doesn’t go unnoticed. And I am loving my new horny wardrobe! So there is a lot of new ~✨~looks~✨~ coming up into 2023 that I am very excited to serve ❄️
I’m feeling validated and loved!! ☺️
I might not have a family to spend the holidays with, but y’all are the daddies I never had. The “fatherless whore going into sex work” trope is far too negatively portrayed in the media… even with my Cyberhorny book and project I want to offer a view of sex work that is positive. Do you think of me as a positive presence in your cyber life?
This job has allowed me to make a living from home safely, which is everything to me with my weak immune system. I’m beyond thankful that I can even do this. I hope to continue this OF into 2023 and 2024, bringing you pleasure and joy 💕
Thank you so sincerely for showing my business all the love this year. Because of you shopping with me I was able to afford therapy, pay medical bills, vet bills for my kitties, a space heater to keep us warm, art supplies for my projects, music equipment, investing in self care and taking better care of myself, while taking some time to recalibrate after doing intense spiritual healing work. I still have yet to discuss my **ayahuasca** experience on here… if that’s something you’re interested in hearing about, tip $5 and if this gets some tips I’ll post a nude/sexy clothes blog discussing my trip. I was able to travel to NY for a film festival, where a film was made about my OF (I want to post it whenever the director gives me her okay!!) and Italy for the first vacation I’ve had in over 5yrs. Whoever says money doesn’t buy happiness is lying. Money buys all the things we need to be happy, or at least survive. This platform isn’t making me wealthy, I can’t just jet off on an exotic vacation or buy designer clothes, but it allows me to live, have a roof over my head, and care for my pet friends. One day maybe I’ll step my pussy up and get lucky and be even able to like take a year off, not work at all, and get a beautiful quality rest. The true things no one can buy is rest, health, and time. *Time..*
I don’t need an excess of things, no one does, but growing up as a daughter of impoverished immigrants had framed the way I view the world. I want to have a comfortable life and not struggle into old age illness the way my parents have. I have seen how chronic stress and chronic illness cut lives short, and I now prioritize my emotional and physical well being. Unfortunately I don’t have the advantage of a wealthy family, even a supportive family, so I literally have no backup in this world— it’s just me. I’ve worked and lived independently since I was 18 and while there are some advantages, like a sense of freedom, it’s also really fucking hard. Some days I want to just leave this planet permanently and be free of life’s agony, other days I have a revived lust for life, a desire to create art. “Make many sex, and no war” in the words of Cicciolina… The capitalistic society we live in is extremely unfair, and full of illusions. Ever since my youth I have been acutely aware of power imbalances, and I strive to create an authentic experience that benefits my clients as equally as it does myself. I strive to transcend and go above and beyond. There is a major element of humanity missing from online sw and I wish to provide that for you. I want to be one of your favorite working girls. For my beauty, for my intelligence, for my honesty, for my creativity. I have a lot to say about philosophies of sex and transactional relationships, having done a spectrum of sex work, from irl to digital… this platform has been my favorite because in it, I feel the most “me”. So whenever you guys connect with me on here, and order my services, I want you to know how it makes me happy on many different levels 💕
Keep the requests coming! :) I prioritize the messages with tips and requests attached, that’s the best way to get my attention, but I do get to everything eventually and I answer everyone. I love the fan mail. Thanks for keeping my heart and my inbox full. Thank you for making it rain. Thank you for being my subscribers 💕
If you’ve read all this… oh my gosh thank you AGAIN 🙈 and if you’ve read it all and enjoyed, comment with a kitty!! 🐱 😸 😻 (I’ll send kitty commenters some extra cute pics)
Also!! My pinned post campaign sex tapes (Nov and Dec) are still 50% off … seriously the lowest lowest prices I’ve had for the incredible quality porn that I make 🔥
🖤 Hehe… do you like these pics? 🖤
I saw on the poll yesterday that the dark haired pinup bombshell is the highest voted look… so keep an eye out for a new video with it on the feed in the next few days :)
Meanwhile here is a collection of horny pics I hope you like. My holiday gift to you for being so generous with me, and much love from me to you 💕💋
I want to give you a gift for Christmas, my OF lovers! ❤️🎄✨🦭
🌟💕 Like this post if you think I’m a holiday hottie.. and vote on your favorite look ! 💕🌟🎄 The one with the most votes, I’ll make a video in it for the feed :)
Oh Christmas tree… such pleasure do you bring me 😹 jk… I’m doing terribly and I hate the holidays
Like this post if you think I look hot anyway 🔥
**This weekend only** I’m offering discounts on my video chat, sexting, GFE, and personalized cock rating JOI videos. Dm me for a specialized service and let me keep you warm during this cold and shitty time 💕❤️🔥
Hii 🥺🖤 Swipe for a XXmas upskirt! ❄️🎄Have I been good this year? The last photo shoot I did, was me as a slutty and beautiful holiday princess 👑 ❄️
I posted a lil while ago if you think I have been a good girl this year, worthy of a present? 👉👈 It was skipped over and didn’t really get any love so I am doing this little holiday campaign… 🥹
This is my last campaign of the year. Nastya’s final 2022 contents, saved the sweetest for last✨🖤
This will also be the last goal-oriented 2022 post in any way. Everything else I post on my wall will just be sexy fun 💕💕
Hehe….
***Have I made you cum or smile this year?*** Have I been doing a good job as a slutty princess of onlyfans?Have you ever questioned the nature of your cyber reality?
Do you think I deserve a treat? I am not accepting wishlist items this year but I would love to feel adored and motivated and special, especially right now when I have been feeling so dark lately. The most important thing for me is to pay my medical bills, not so much having material items… Thank you kindly if you send me a holiday tip.. I’ll send you something in return as well ;) 💕🌌✨ because I really do have a plethora of beautiful sexual content from this set… 💋❤️
I don’t celebrate the holidays with family or anything (just my kitties!!), I’m newly single, I’m having the Nastya holiday special alone this year: I will be working in the next few days filming fun content and customs and such, replying to messages, and making up for the time I missed on OF whilst bedridden like a feeble victorian ghost. Now that I am recovering, and realizing how much I’ve missed, and even more infuriated with the limitations of my weak human body, I’m starting to slowly catch up on contents...
Hopefully by the time NYE cums around I will be feeling even better, and can start 2023 with a **B A N G**!! 😋🎉
**Shall we put the XXX in XMAS?** ✨
Thank you love, I hope you’re staying warm and joyful this dreary winter 🖤
A little update message from me to you 🥺 It's extremely rare for me to not post or reply for this long... I've been hit really hard by illness and I didn't even have the strength to make any scheduled posts, but am getting a bit better and I have my voice back today. Thank you so much for being patient as I get back to everyone ❤️ I know it may be annoying to wait, but it's beyond infuriating to me to feel so useless this way. Some cute pics tho I hope you like… 💕
The very sweetest thing happened… my friend, who is a former camgirl, swung by my place and dropped off some care package style things, as well as a few belated bday gifts. Some are sexy clothings !! 🤩🎀 I’m starting to feel better too. Like this post if you are happy that I’m feeling better 🥺 and tip $5 or more if you would like to see me try on some sheer, lace, and leather outfits ^-^ 🖤 I will be more active soon 🖤✨
Hi guys 🥺💕 I’m so sorry I know I have some of your messages to respond to.. this has been a really unpleasant difficult sickness and my priority is being able to breathe properly and sleep through the night. I don’t want to have to take any more titty pics in the ER… (or ass pics from the last time..) I will respond to everything and start working again very soon tho, thank you !!! 💘💖
Hi guys 💘💘 while I am still shook from yesterday’s emotional turbulence, and **I thank you dearly for all support** ❤️, I have come down with a bad case of the flu, lost my voice so I can’t even make an audio update, and have to take antibiotics. This is the 2nd time I am sick this fall and I just can’t catch a break… what the hell, mind and body and immune system. I feel so defeated I wanna crawl into a hole and disappear
Hi guys. Umm I'm shook. Sorry that I am not too competent right now, this person made me really uncomfortable. Even tho I offered him a grace period of getting unrestricted for a fee, I realized that it was not even worth my sanity. Safety is the number one priority. So once he read the messages, I just blocked. If anyone wants to help me fund an emergency therapy session I would appreciate it. Audio note goes into more detail even tho I think it got cut off at the 2 min mark.... sorry guys I am feeling triggered so I am taking the day off and will reply your messages and such tomorrow. Love y'all for being respectful thank you ❤️
Who wants to get me a bad dragon dildo for the holidays? 🥰 They have so many amazing dragon and snake and fantasy patterns, and their material feels amazing — I want what I’m putting inside me to be quality! If you tip this post I will send you a personalized video when it cums, (length according to tip amount) and a dragon dildo video + some surprise content instantly, to tide you over til then 💕
Help!! @anony-mousie and I are tied up together with a hitachi wand sandwiched between us!! But I don’t think either of us wants to escape… 🤭🖤 pic taken by our gorgeous domme @jen_moon ✨
Omg! 🥹🎀🥺 Thank you so much for reaching my campaign yesterday!! Here are some sweet and sexy and cozy and cute holiday videos and pictures 💖 Do you see a kitty? ^o^
Kitties and titties are the best things ever, swipe for more and Like this post if you like kitties and titties! 😼💕
Thank you for keeping me warm!!! I seriously cannot wait to get the space heater. I don’t do well in the cold so I love y’all for warming me up. Swipe this post for a heartfelt video of gratitude to y’all (featuring tits), if you don’t mind hearing me talk 🎀
I will send everyone who tipped on yesterday’s campaign an extra little content treat tonight! Cause it was just so unexpected and I appreciate you guys for enjoying me. It’s not too late to tip if you want the natural Nastya collection with pussy bush and cozy horniness 🍑 Or if you’re feeling generous and just want to tip me because you like me and you’re feeling my vibe, I always appreciate random acts of treating me 🥰💕
Wow I’m surprised but glad you guys actually liked the contents from yesterday. It’s something different from me, I usually don’t get horny when I don’t look pretty but I was horny in those pics (you can tell 😉🤭)
💖 **An essay about beauty and comfort, and some news about films I’ve made or been part of:** 💖
I’m not the type of girl who feels most comfortable in “jeans and a t shirt”. I’ve been wearing heels since I was 11. Satin is my comfort fabric. I love the illusion of being fancy; glamour brings a peacefulness to a deep part of my soul. Putting on makeup makes me feel like I unlock a part of myself, not like I’m doing it for society’s expectations that I fix my face. In an upbringing where we had nothing, raised by a single mom working multiple jobs to support me, times were dark and there were moments when we didn’t have enough for food or clothes. I was always envious of peers from non-broken families who had happiness, unity, and resources. I developed an imagination that was discordant with reality but sustained me existentially. Everyone, I think, needs a little bit of delusion to make it through life. Here on OF even, you’re in an illusory landscape, a phenomenal cyberhorny fantasy, and I’m maybe a bit too much transparent about that. I still do my best to humanize the artifice.
What things do we do to not rawdog reality? How do we cope with the trauma of living? I learned about makeup and costuming when I was little. I dyed my own hair pink and red in 5th grade. Even to school, I would wear avant garde looking outfits. I created a world for myself where I was fabulous and glamorous.✨ This was my comfort zone and security blanket. Glitter, hot pink, baby pink, leopard print, bimbo vibes, pop stars, bubbly drinks, mood lighting. I’m just attracted to all that and it makes me happy. When I was younger and very thin, I did a little bit of fashion modeling, and even tho I don’t exactly support that industry, for promotion of unrealistic body image and harm to animals to make a garment, I am deeply fond of designs and stylishness and aesthetics. Different girls have different ways of feeling comfy and cozy and pretty. This is mine.
I do find that on OF, subs prefer the girl next door vibe, the natural look, and many creators cater to that. It’s brilliant. It’s fantasy. It’s strategy. Maybe I will put myself in the cosplay of girl next door vibe a bit more, which is how I feel when I wear athleisure and T shirts and stuff — like I’m in cosplay. Girl next door is so subjective. I do consider myself that, maybe not in the traditional natural sense but in an alternative girl next door way, yet perhaps objectively that’s not even close to my appeal. What is natural is also subjective in our contemporary digital world. Filters and editing abound in social media pictures. Doing makeup that looks like no makeup is a skill girls pay good money for. The cyber world of beautiful girls is an illusion, you already know this, and I am both contributing to it and contemplating it. My entire existence is a gonzo exposé into the performance of feminine sexuality.
The intersection of comfort and beauty is an interesting one. Probably my idea of coziness and comfort is too ostentatious for most.
I do however love being tucked in, like a kitty cat, under a cozy blanket. I love big thick sweaters and coats. Fuzzy socks! Poom poom shoes! They say a hoe don’t get cold, but this one does. I run really cold and anemia is genetic in my family, so even the LA version of cold is a lot for me. I don’t know how I lived in NYC for almost a decade — I love the city and would prob still live there if not for the weather. Love visiting tho!! It was so amazing to go in September for the film festival and I’m sure I’ll visit again.
Also! Some exciting news on the film topic: Valentine, the film about my OF that went to the NY film fest, will be available to watch in January.. but I might post it here with the director’s permission even earlier 🤓 a holiday treat?? 😇 More on this to be announced later, but a video I made is going to a film fest in LA in February. I will also be providing the live score with my original music. I really think 2023 is going to be a better year ✨ Oh man haha… 2022 threw at me a lot of heaviness and exhaustion, so after a chill and cozy holiday season it’ll get better from here. I hope.
Ok! Swipe on for sexier holiday treats 💕🎀 !!
PS. This is the only sex tape campaign I will do in December; I will not be making any more porn content this year unless it’s a private request:
🥶 Cozy content!! Believe it or not, it is actually freaking cold in LA right now and my MFing heat went out. I need a space heater for my bedroom to keep myself and my kitties warm 🥺 If you tip to this I’ll be eternally thankful, and send you explicit cozy content: think close up spread bush shots, comfy gf roleplay POV videos, “warming up” under the covers 💕💝 I have a lot of content that I've not released because it wasn't "glamourous", so this is its time to shine if you like bundled up slutty girls and a natural vibe...
Some pics to ease anxiety. My shorts say it all. Swipe for boobs, ass, and kitty. 😖🖤
Hey kitty girl! Purr therapy. My kitten will make me smile and ease my stress by cuddling with me, it’s so cute. This shirt is kind of tight so my lil titties are smuched in like a can of biscuits. Like this pic if you like my small boobs and would cuddle with mee 🥺
A rare stupid little smile.. I thought this place looked cute and I looked cute in it, like if you agree ✨
This was probably the best I’ve eaten like ever lol. Also just putting the boob in Booba … swipe for a Booba seal luncheon. I’ve loved aperol spritzes since Italy and I’ll take any chance to have Italian food 🇮🇹
Pov ur sitting across from me and we’re just having a sweet little time🍝🦭✨
Hi loves I just got home from a needed spontaneous get away and will get back to my inbox today.. sorry for delays, thank you so much for being patient 😍
Do you like my wild side? 🙈 I’m usually boring and a homebody but I went out for drinks this weekend and it was fun… just a little mood lift, and a partii Nastya took some nudes — come look🍸🖤 (naughtier sets coming to lovers of my weekend’s mini campaign/in DMs … took cute and hot pics + vids 🖤)
