IS CAKE SITTING A THING? I learn so much
IS CAKE SITTING A THING? I learn so much
2024-07-19 13:27:36 +0000 UTC View Post
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DO YALL LIKE MARCILLE FROM DUNGEON MESHI... LIKE... ELF GIRL..
DO YALL LIKE MARCILLE FROM DUNGEON MESHI... LIKE... ELF GIRL... I am debating putting a lot of effort into something
2024-07-18 03:14:43 +0000 UTC View Post**My birthday is Saturday! I do love the idea of an OF strea..
**My birthday is Saturday! I do love the idea of an OF stream :) Anything going on this Saturday?** Yall free? Not sure what I'd wanna do
*(been a really rough week, my grandpa has months to live, it could be more but cancer is unpredictable 😕.. I lost my mom to drugs not even a year ago, and my grandpa and grandma are who I would run to when I was a wee lad when my mom was passed out on the couch. He use to read ocarina of time to me because I couldn't read well at that age. My first tattoo I ever got were the spiritual stones, with my grandpa being a major thought in it. I'll have to travel home ventually which is a major trigger for me. I can never explain that unless you've been in that position yourself.)*
so erm anyway just lewd hanging out sounds amazing to me rn AT LEAST. I'm trying so hard not to be boring, dull, I wanna be creative and fun 🥺 ya know when you feel like you can never catch a break.. anyone wanna help me catch a vacation for the first time in 10 yrs LOL
Is this a safe space???? Ff7 & dungeon meshi hentai got me i..
Is this a safe space???? Ff7 & dungeon meshi hentai got me in a chokehold. There are so many possibilities... and so many can be freaky or wholesome 😌 yep yep. LMAO
2024-07-16 18:16:33 +0000 UTC View PostMy birthday is this weekend... what should I do omfggg
My birthday is this weekend... what should I do omfggg
2024-07-16 06:22:41 +0000 UTC View PostI HAVENT SENT OUT TRACER CUZ IM SHY N NERVOUS GAH
I HAVENT SENT OUT TRACER CUZ IM SHY N NERVOUS GAH
2024-07-14 19:47:39 +0000 UTC View PostIt's been asked for a few times, ***my mitsuri b/g will stay..
It's been asked for a few times, ***my mitsuri b/g will stay pinned to my profile*** for a while :3 It's one of my favs I can't keep it away <3
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MY HANDS ARE SHAKY I NEED ONE OF THOSE SELFIE STICKS
MY HANDS ARE SHAKY I NEED ONE OF THOSE SELFIE STICKS
2024-07-10 15:00:55 +0000 UTC View Post
Idk if I posted this yet but GAHLY
Idk if I posted this yet but GAHLY
2024-07-09 02:30:43 +0000 UTC View Posthttps://onlyfans.com/1148028083/yureta2 I HAVEN'T SENT THE ..
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I HAVEN'T SENT THE EXTRA YET SO U HAVE TIME TONIGHT TO LEAVE A LIKE :D
thank you sm loves, have a lovely night
xxx **"pillow playyy"**/solo ***fuck around.*** 🫣 *(13 min..
xxx **"pillow playyy"**/solo ***fuck around.***
🫣 *(13 minutes)* pleaszee leave a like if you enjoyed ill send u smthn extra tomorrow oki 🫶 wuv u
I'm getting to some stuff from the past couple weeks ❤️ I ap..
I'm getting to some stuff from the past couple weeks ❤️ I appreciate yall & waiting for epic butt posts 🫣 I'll also get to some dms, even if it's just a thank u <3
2024-07-02 21:44:13 +0000 UTC View PostI brought pillows for you to lay on
I brought pillows for you to lay on
2024-07-02 15:23:45 +0000 UTC View PostA little talk/update. First off I hope you had a lovely week..
A little talk/update.
First off I hope you had a lovely weekend. If in the US, preparing to be safe for the 4th!
There might be some triggers (thoughts, feelings, etc) so be aware before reading. Just wanna keep everyone safe <3
I know I disappointed and disappeared a lot this month. It went by so fast and I was slugging behind. The past couple weeks have been very heart heavy. It's no secret to anyone (lmao) that I uhhh.. deal with a lot of mental strife. The past two weeks every time I close my eyes I am berated with intrusive thoughts that I have a furrowed brow and maybe tears trying to ignore and focus on falling asleep. It's completely how I imagine confusion damage would happen 😅 coupled with nightmares I've had all my life, waking up in sweats, sleeping only half the night.
I look in a mirror or a photo and I think, that is not me. Except it's been the worst case of depersonalization I've had in years. I am scared of everything, everyone. I don't trust people I once thought friends. I am using likely coincidences to justify the "logic" behind me being isolated. That I am the weird one and I will always be left behind. I am the one trespassing in this life, while I see everyone belong. Sometimes I think certain thoughts and I have to double back like wait.. do I really think that? Yes! No..? But those thoughts are so real regardless. I've been dissociating and over 4+ hours later it's noticed, and I see how much time has passed of me sitting. The rhyme and reason is lost on me.
I don't wanna go in depth too much about the real emo stuff but I haven't wanted to be here. I am lonely. No one messages ME, my messages go ignored, I've been hurt by people who I considered friends a lot the past couple years. As someone who kept no close distance to people before I hit 20, it made me wanna go right back to it. Pain is every day but I wouldn't be adding to the arsenal of what is wrong with me. I have these really disturbing thoughts on.. well... su*cide. I will not clarify more but it's just really sad. The one thing I'm not scared of. I'm "safe" but crawling day to day. So. Fucking. Tired. All the time, and my lack of appetite doesn't help.
I'm in the tub writing all this, and I know damn well I didn't speak about everything LOL I'm just losing my thoughts again.
I'm really sorry. I wanna be better. I wanna be as consistent as I use to be but better. Idk what's wrong with me. I hate my body, I hate everything I wear, I am in utter disbelief that any part of me is attractive and not cringe. I've been sitting on photos that I just am scared to look at. Putting on makeup and a dress just sounds like a hassle which is SO DUMB..? UMMGFMFG??!?!
I need to reinstate talk therapy, but god, I do not wanna talk. I feel frustrated thinking about yapping about woe is me and my life AGAIN AND AGAIN. Again and again and again! I should write a book and just send it to potential therapists to read first. Speaking of yapping, here I am. Idk if this is a good idea, if yall wanna hear local egirl whine. I just can't keep secrets when it affects my performance like this, ya know?
I bought a calendar, it's a desk one. Idk the significance yet but I will think about that lmaooo
Thank you for reading, sticking around, purchasing things regardless 😭 this is still my main job, I've thought quitting, part time, but I cannot imagine anything else making me more excited. I am NOT the .01% or even close so that may help ya estimate LOL. I stick to myself, i never ask for clout boosts all these years, so im not very popular considering. I desperately need a vacation but will forever exist in not being able to afford it. Notice how i never go.. ANYWHERE?!??! Not that i was ever invited before lmao... oop! Kick my fricken butt. Imma end this, I SCRIBBLED ENOUGH AND IM LOSING STRUCTURE
I LOVE YOU.
***uncensored*** on my vip (posting moooore I took like a do..
***uncensored*** on my vip (posting moooore I took like a dozen spicy bath pics kekekeke)
**(I don't like spamming u guys with ppv filler content, so when I'm not up for it sometimes I don't post & I'M SO SORRRDYYYYY but I rather it be as genuine as possible ya know?!?!)** dw I'm feeling better 😌 shameless masturbating will commence. As ALWAYSSS!!!!
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I've been so horny *BEATS MY MEAT ENDLESSLY* Maybe ill thin..
I've been so horny *BEATS MY MEAT ENDLESSLY*
Maybe ill think of smthn and share with u <3
vip page will have a bunch of tracer selfie pics dropping!!!..
vip page will have a bunch of tracer selfie pics dropping!!! I tried to get super flexible in some <_<
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I took a mini break while I had a intense therapy session th..
I took a mini break while I had a intense therapy session the other day. Me n bf planning our first at home shoot tomorrow in the cleaned out room. It'll likely be ***tracer*** cuz aye I wanna redo and I play too much overwatch again 🤷♀️🤷♀️ SUE ME
There is a chance it may be someone else if I'm feeling too self conscious so I have a fall back NO MATTER WHAT! Solo & b/g :) HD & SELFIE! Videossss!!! We wanna go the whole nine and get this whole vibe going with sets. If it does well there's this camera lens we're looking at getting 🥰
Ngl he's been putting his whole bussy into this room for me, and it's relatively plain now but god if only you knew the mess it was LOL mvp. Even learning camera stuff so I always have nice HD sets since he knows they're what I love doing most. 🥲🥲🥲 one day it'll all pay off and we'll go on our first vacation (and still work but with a fancier camera mwahhaha)
ILY THATS ALL I WANTED TO UPDATE
Ermmm.... spontaneous fuck around soon (I GOT rly horny duri..
Ermmm.... spontaneous fuck around soon (I GOT rly horny during overwatch queues LUL)
2024-06-07 19:15:17 +0000 UTC View PostHappy Friday! It's the weekend eee :) **I am gonna shoot SOM..
Happy Friday! It's the weekend eee :)
**I am gonna shoot SOMETHING ☆mt. Lady☆ this weekend.** - solo but may include smthn b/g.. may open up cheaper pre orders :D
I also ordered lingerie and I might redo pride tracer...
I also ordered lingerie and I might redo pride tracer...
2024-06-05 16:21:45 +0000 UTC View PostI recorded sum au natural shower stuff (and b/g but idk how ..
I recorded sum au natural shower stuff (and b/g but idk how much i feel confident in it since no makeup, post shower, just real LOLLL)
2024-06-05 15:24:29 +0000 UTC View PostBumping my mitsuri B/G **before it expiress** 🥰 It's honestl..
Bumping my mitsuri B/G **before it expiress** 🥰
It's honestly incredible. Thryna think who I should do nexttttt
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