Just a photo dump of some throwbacks for now while I attempt to find my sanity. Yes, I'm struggling to find that again, but I'm slowly getting better. I hope everyone has a great weekend. I will see you real soon in some brand new content. I need to keep my mind busy!
2023-07-08 15:23:26 +0000 UTC View PostMy first steps in I can't even remember how long. That's not acceptable. So, here it is, my level of ability when walking and standing. Right now it's at its lowest. I can improve it. I should improve it. I will improve it!
2023-07-02 18:08:27 +0000 UTC View Post
*boss bitch has entered the chat* 😈😎
2023-07-02 16:57:46 +0000 UTC View PostHere's the link to the first video I did telling my story. Wow, that was tough to rewatch. Anyway, all the videos pertaining to what happened to me can be found under the "My Truth" and "My Story" labels ;) https://onlyfans.com/300325169/dianeandrews
2023-07-01 14:42:00 +0000 UTC View PostWelcome! If you're here because you saw me merge my social media accounts and now you're like "WTF??", I totally understand 🤣 Please go to any of the labels on this video and it will take you to the videos that tell my story. I will be making some new ones soon, but for now those tell it all. ❤️
2023-06-30 20:22:44 +0000 UTC View Post
The light is shining bright! The left: "I'm miserable and just existing", The right: "I'm ALIVE and living!" Here's to just over 20 months sober and looking and feeling better each day. I am also coming to grips with the reasons why I drank and am healing those demons. Sobriety FTW!!
2023-06-30 19:33:24 +0000 UTC View Post
Good morning!! Just a quick note. I send out mass ppv messages every week or so and occasionally it will be a duplicate of what you've already received. If you let your sub end and resub, you'll get duplicate messages. It's impossible for me to know who has already purchased what, so if you have, just ignore the repeats 😊
2023-06-30 14:37:44 +0000 UTC View Post
Most of you here already know since this is where I share the realest side of me, but I have also merged my egos on my social media today. It is so wonderful to finally love myself and accept myself just as I am. 🥰🥺 @beingapara
2023-06-28 17:30:56 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy Tuesday. Finding my way back to health so I can get back to doing what I love ❤️
2023-06-27 13:53:53 +0000 UTC View Post
Migraine free for two days now. Yay. 😎
2023-06-23 19:22:09 +0000 UTC View Post
Coming out of my 4-day migraine cocoon feeling like a butterfly that somehow survived being hit by a semi and riding that grill for 4 days. 🥴
2023-06-22 19:58:20 +0000 UTC View PostHey everybody. Woke up again this morning to my head in a hydraulic press. Felt so painful this time it felt like my eyes were gonna pop out of my head. No joke. Hopefully I will have this migraine BS under control soon. Thanks for all your kind messages ❤️
2023-06-21 17:58:17 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy Tuesday all! Sorry I've been a bit MIA, I've been dealing with a terrible, persistent migraine that has only today given me the smallest bit of relief. I hit 600 days sober on Father's Day, so I will have to do some belated content for that because that's a HUGE milestone :) Hope everyone had a great weekend. Stay tuned! :))
2023-06-20 15:06:01 +0000 UTC View PostAnother SPH video brought up from the depths for easier viewing. ;) "Your Tiny Little Dick" - *This was a custom order. "stepMommy is putting me to bed and your boobs slip out. Say "oh did that make your tiny dick hard"you then pull my pants down and say "let's see what momma boy has..oh you do have a little tiny dick" laughing at my tiny little dick. calling me "tiny dick,little cock, tiny penis through out the whole video please in a nice way lots of "aww poor tiny dick"as you start fingering yourself and getting me to jerk off lots of humiliation. Lots of, talk,.lots of SPH tiny talk" Experience the ultimate in Masturbation Instruction, SPH, JOI, Humiliation, Jerk Off Instructions, Big Tits, Cleavage, Satin and the most erotic sensuality and sultry fantasy fulfillment with ME!*
2023-06-12 19:07:13 +0000 UTC View PostBrought up from the depths for someone who enjoys SPH. Here is one. I am currently on the hunt for more and will post as I find them ;) Don't forget you can also search specific keywords like "sph" etc, or go to a particular label ;) "Doctor's Orders" - *This was a custom order - no name used. "It starts with you dressed in a medical outfit (no glasses). You tell me that I'm here for a mandatory routine medical exam. You tell me to not be shy and take of my clothes. When I do you are amused but try to be serious. You tell me to lift my penis and show it from all sides while you take a closer look. You note down that I am circumcised. You say something like "The penis appears to be very small, below average size" (while taking notes), still amused by it. You tell me to show my testicles and note "subject has very small testicals, well below average in size". You make an off-hand remark to me: "your balls are really tiny *grin*, sorry that was unprofessional". Your hand reaches towards my balls (below camera). You feel up my balls and say stuff like: "I have never seens balls this small on a grown man" "Do you cum alot? Do you cum at all?" "Are you even able to produce semen with these?" "Are you able to ejaculate a decent amount of semen?" "You know women like it when theres a lot of cum, a lot of semen cumming into their pussies!?" You say: "Well, we will find out today, but first we have to measure the girth of your penis". You take out an empty toilet paper roll and tell me: "The quickest way to measure penis girth is to use to toilet paper test" "If your penis fits into a toilet paper roll it is too thin and not able to pleasure a women" You tell me to get hard in a commanding voice. You slip the roll onto my penis. "Ah, thought so, you penis is way too thin, look how much room it has!" "Thin penis and tiny balls *grin*" You inform me that now I have to produce "a cum-load of semen", you tell me to stroke my penis in a commanding voice. You tell me to flip my legs over my head and point my penis at my open mouth. You say things like: "Come on, stroke your tiny penis, I want to see you ejaculate in your mouth" "Faster, I need a load of cum" "Do you feel the semen building up in your tiny testicals?" "Are you ready to ejaculate onto your tongue?" "Are you going to cum a gooey warm sperm-load for me?" "I'm going to give you a countdown from 10 to zero" You start counting down. On zero you say something like: "Ahh, let my see the how much you can cum". You act surprised by the amount of semen. "Wow thats a lot of sperm!" You command me to swallow my "warm cum load of semen" and grin when I do it. You wrap up by saying stuff like: "Thank you for your visit and thank you for gulping down a load of semen!" END" Includes: SPH, Femdom POV, cum countdown, cum eating instructions, CEI, JOI, small testicle humiliation, small penis humiliation, medical fetish, masturbation humiliation*
2023-06-12 19:00:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Good morning! Photo dump while I wait for some ibuprofen to kick in and help my back so I can get to work! 😎
2023-06-12 14:26:13 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy Saturday! What do you think I'm asking? ;)
2023-06-10 18:14:17 +0000 UTC View Post
Here's a comparison just for fun. 23 years flew by in a blink. I can't show her here ( check the twitter or IG stories), but I got myself a retired K9 who has taken to me so well. She's a beautiful monstrous land shark German shepherd. ❤️
2023-06-09 00:54:46 +0000 UTC View Post
Good morning. This is before they drained half my oil at the docs office so I still had color 😏
2023-06-07 15:39:51 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy Tuesday. Except to people who overstep personal boundaries 😏
2023-06-06 18:30:03 +0000 UTC View Post"Clingy White Slip" - *This was a custom order. "Your my StepMother again. If you could wear the White Slip or White Night Gown you wore in your clip "Morning Quickie" would be great. And if you can leave it on the whole time would be great. :-) Can you do this clip like a POV HANDJOB. In this clip you can pretend to have come into my room because you heard me still up and you wanted to check on me. You notice I have been having trouble resting, and you want to help me get some rest tonight. You tell me that you know that I have been looking at your lingerie and especially your bras and panties. You also notice me looking at your White slip when I wake up every morning. I know I look at how it fits you when your nipples poke through the fabric and how you can tell I dont have anything on under it. You let me know its ok and to not be embarrassed it. It perfectly fine. (If you can place the camera at an angle as if you looking down on me, But your right beside me in the bed laying next to me.) You can say: "Let me lay next to you to help you go to bed." You can caress your body through the slip and talk about how nice and silky it is. You can even rub you nipples through the fabric. You also mention to me that you know that I like it when you rub my nipples too, especially when you jerk and stroke my cock. (At this point if you can use your dildo to pretend that you pulled my cock out at POV style to were I can hear you stroking me with lube, but I cant see it on the camera, while laying your laying beside me. I still want a go view of you from the chest up while beside me. I hope that makes since.) You pretend to get some lube and start to stroke me off slow. You can can assure me its ok and to just relax and let StepMommy take care of you. You can pretend to rub my nipple the whole time while your stroking me. You can ask me questions like " Do you like that? It feels good?" "Oh yes I know it does." Do you like the feel of my soft hand stroking and jerking you?" You can also talk about how your white slip really excites me and you can tell I like seeing your nipples poke through the fabric. You can also talk about how hard I am when your rubbing my nipple while your stroking me cock. You tell me you just feel so bad that you was exciting me so much every morning but its ok. StepMommy is going to take care of you and make it all better. Then you notice Im getting close because Im so excited. You notice Im starting to ooze some pre cum. You add some more lube to get it really wet and slippery and start to go faster, and you start to really get into it, but in a still sexy and seductive way. You can still pretend to rub my nipple also. Then you can say, " Hmmm, let me suck on your nipple while I finish you off" "I know you love it" Your such a naughty boy." Then you can pretend to put your head down and making kissing and sucking sounds as if your sucking my nipple.. You can moan softly and act like your really into it. Then you can sit up and pretend to give me some kisses on my lip and calling me "Im StepMommy naughty boy" You can also talk about how when we wake up, you will "make me my favorite breakfast, but we cant tell my husband about this. He doesn't know that I jerk off my stepson" Then all of a sudden by surprise you look down to see that Im starting to cum right then. You can say " Oh honey your cumming. Its ok. Let it out, thats it, good boy. If you can also pretend I squirted like 4 big squirts of cum, and between each squirt you say "Oh" before I oozed out the rest. You can add anything you want to the end. If you want to add or change something you can. I love your style anyway." Customer Feedback: "I love my clip! I just wanted to let you know. Wow! Im speechless. It was SO good. I watch it like 4 times and I just went everywhere when I did. Wow the part when you pretend to suck on my nipple, I could not even make it through the first time. And the nice talking and reassuring was so good. I love how the slip looked on you and all of the words used. I even like the sounds in the back ground with the dildo. Wow! You make me cum so much! LOL! I cant believe Im saying that. Your videos are so awesome. You are extremely sexy and I just love your clips like this. ;-) I cant wait for the next one. :-) " Includes: MILF, POV, POV handjob, Cougar, Mature, Older Woman Younger Man, Taboo, Handjob, Dirty Talk, POV Kissing, Nipple Play, Big Tits*
2023-06-05 14:14:52 +0000 UTC View Post
Photo dump! It's sundress season and I have a few I have yet to show y'all! Can't wait ❤️😎
2023-06-04 20:31:34 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm having a tough day today y'all. The urge to drink hasn't been this strong in a very long time. I still get cravings very occasionally, like "oh a margarita would be bomb on this hot day" or "oh man that glass of wine looks yummy", but today it's "I want to buy two big bottles of tequila and drink them both until I die". This is exactly why sobriety is one day at a time. And some days it's one hour and even one minute at a time. I won't drink. I share these thoughts and feeling with you all because when I do, they lose their power. Thank you all so much for your continued support. I got this. ;)
2023-06-01 19:34:23 +0000 UTC View PostHere's another hot video brought up from the depths so you don't have to scroll a million miles! "Caught Her Masturbating" - **FROM THE ARCHIVES* -- Includes: POV Blowjob, POV Doggiestyle, Fantasies, Taboo, MILF, Housewives, Voyeur, Peeping Tom, Impregnation Fantasy, Big Tits, Bouncing Boobs, Masturbation, POV Sex, Creampie This was a custom fantasy fulfillment. You hear noises coming from your step-mother's bedroom, but you know that your stepfather is out of town. So, you sneak to see what is going on, and are shocked and aroused to find your stepmom masturbating in bed alone. You watch her as long as you can until she catches you. "Honey, you are not supposed to be watching me like this, but you do know that I was fantasizing about you, right? What I did with your stepfather, you understand I had to do. I can't tell him about us, and I can't give him any reason to suspect us. What I was doing was acting. I was pretending to be enjoying it, but I was thinking about you the whole time. My heart was broken when I saw you standing there watching us, and just now, I was imagining your cock inside me while I was masturbating. Because, I mean, we can't do it again, can we? Because I would really like that. Your big cock feels so much better than your stepfathers, and you're such a better lover." Before long your cock is in her mouth and she's sucking you good and hard. She stops, but only for a moment to make sure you're not going to cum yet, because she wants your cum inside her again. Although she's probably already pregnant, and with what she insists is yours, she wants you to cum inside her again to be sure. After having let your stepfather cum inside her, she feels nothing but guilt and wants to erase that with your hot load of cum. "Now stick that big cock in my pussy y**ng man, and start off nice and slow" As hard as you try to fuck her slowly, you are angry at what you saw the night before, so you begin to fuck her harder and harder. Finally, you explode inside of her, giving her the biggest load she's ever received. She offers to let you see it, so you do, but she makes sure to save some inside of her to ensure you've impregnated her just like you both want. That is a huge load of cum, have you been saving it all just for me?*
2023-06-01 19:24:28 +0000 UTC View Post
Good morning! Here's a little treat I found while browsing pics last night ❤️
2023-06-01 13:30:29 +0000 UTC View Post
A quick vlog and hello! 💙 Also, it's Thursday so I did mean Saturday lmao 🥴
2023-05-25 20:32:48 +0000 UTC View Post
Ok, all. In case you have missed these on my social media here's some recent pics! I have finally caught up with your messages and am busy working my big butt off! LOL. Tomorrow is 19 months sober! Just look at that difference :) It's all in the eyes. The fire is back! Anyway, I hope everyone has a safe and healthy long weekend. Stay tuned :)
2023-05-25 18:38:21 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy Sunday all. I've been enjoying the nice weather where I live, which can be few and far between. If it's not 50 below zero and snow everywhere, we have wildfire smoke and can't go outside even in the spring/summer. Yes, I am planning to move eventually or at least become a snow bird. I don't wanna leave my babies too long. 🥴 Anyway, I definitely took advantage of the nice days we just had! I'll be getting to messages and back to work/filming tomorrow! Love you all! 💋
2023-05-21 17:45:47 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey y'all. I promise I'm not high, my eyes are red from wildfire smoke. 😷🤢 I also have been MIA due to dizzy spells and overall not feeling well. Turns out I have a double ear infection 🙄 what a thing to get at 47 years old 🥴 Anyway, I'll be getting to your messages this weekend. I am trying to heal and being choked out by smoke. Even indoors it's terrible 💀
2023-05-18 17:29:32 +0000 UTC View Post