Hello hello and not like every hello LOL Hello from Asia 🤣 I am just joking , I guess I had a good sleep and being in a good mood makes me do that jokes . Here is morning I feel inspired to write you; I have landed in Asia few days ago but I really didnt struggled with time zone , it feels like normal wich is amazing ! I am already driving a scooter and started with deep therapies to prepare myself to become a kundalini healer , also got to see my teacher and wow everything is so powerful and you already know how much I love GOD LANDS . Yesterday a lady started to talk with me in locan language and I was like WHAT ? She says OH SORRY 😂She thought I am local, but yeah its not first time! 🤣 Anyways, hope you are good, hope you are great , I want to know how is your week been and if you started or already doing any therapy or healing . I wish you a perfect Sunday from the future lol because here is already Sunday! 😆❤️🙏🏽🐍
I have always been a happy person , as some of you that know me for years its nothing new to see me absolutly all the time with a smile on my face .
I beleieve that its crazy no ? Because I got this questions for so many time ''how can you be always so happy?'' I mean, why not ? I am happy that I took some time to prepare myself to be on cam like I am going to have my best date today , also because I am able to listen my favorite music and nobody else chose it for myself , also because the sun is shining and I can see it !
Of course I am on that line everyday and I am not complaning about it when I have it , I just enjoy in silence the specific moment and when I feel like I have something to offer , you see me again on cam with that contagious smile hehe.
So the meaning of that picture it is THANKFUL : when you look at the things and people you have in life and you say thank you GOD for everythings I have and every person in my life , you basicaly manifest fore of what you already have , this is how I talk with GOD , but this is me and how I see things .
How about you ? How do you keep yourself grounded?
Talking about ''fake it till you make it'' , when I am doing a new video I am also working on myself to make it better , without mistakes but its not working everyday ones because maybe its english and second because I got a little bit emotional doing this, but I love what I do and I am not doing another video till I make it ''perfect'' because the most important it is not to be a perfect video, what is here its the message , did you got my message right ?
Ones I watch this video I realized that it is such a good exercise to watch and listen myself , because even if I am a camgirl and I have been in front of cam everyday for years, when you film yourself and want to keep the speach about a specific topic it is not that easy like a freestyle that I am used to and I got nervours that you can see , but its ok, I love that emotions and at the same time I am working on acceptance , to accept myself and love myself when I am at my best and when I am doing mistakes, it is part of us . But talking about this video, what is it the most expesive present you ever get?
Talking about familly , Saturday night I had healing ceremony with a shaman and was a long and intens night with a lot familly traumas wich end with my granda traumas . I couldnt face them because there was things that happen in another dimension and had super fast pictures, but I know at the end I have seen a hand in the sky and the elephant eye I have seen in kundalini therapy with my future teacher with a week before and told me '' I choose you ,trust me your life its going to be changed in something amazing '' . A few hours later, I went home and got news that my grandma passed away .
You see , sometimes someone from familly have to sacrify to help other family members to grow , thats why I will say I am sorry , Thank you , I love you grandma .
I am so curious who else have similar experiences ; trust me if someone told you before that you are crazy , you are not lol you just need to find the right people with same vibration to share them .
Love , Beatrice.
I finally found the power to talk about my plan that I always had it in my mind , but didnt put it in practice because....maybe everything happens with a reason and at the right time .
Before everything I have to say that I am thankful for every single person that I had chance to talk/connect/hangout in my life even if it was for a a minute , because this is how I created stories for my book and help become person that I am today .
In spiritual world , we say that we choose our parents before we born to help our soul to heal and become a better verson in this life based on the experiences we have from other life/lifes .
As I begin to write for my book, everything happen naturally without effort , because this is how things goes when they have to be.
So I found the photographer and we had the photo and video shoothing where of course I talk about my life , my healing experiences and about my book .
To be honest, I have moments when I watch myself and things happen to be from far away and its incredible, I never liked my life so much before the way I do today.
My book it is made specially for my ''bl00d'' but I know that right persons will find it as well, because I want every single person who have read it to understand the meaning of this life , I want to give an inspiring message and also to encourage them to never give up on their dreams and not be afraid to fail, because I beleieve failing its a good way to help you grow . Of course we all have to find our ways to heal, doesnt matter that its a book, going to talk with a therapist , we are all different and we work in different ways.
I am not here to teach you how to live your life , just please dont give up on your dreams. I beleieve that its ok to do whatever makes you happy as long as it doesnt hurt people around you , so as time as I know my soul and my good intentions I am doing what I am doing today .I want this message find you well and mey give you a good reason to begin today be who you want to be ! I might know you, I might not but I want you to know that I am here and I support you ! Keep going !( excuse my English I’m doing my best ) 📖🔆
