It helps me to think that this is one of many lives I have and will live. That I can make mistakes and learn and do better next time. That nothing is fatal but everything is impactful. But I ask myself sometime. What if this is it? And honestly if this is it. Just one go and thatβs itβ¦ well, then I donβt think I could do much different anyways π π₯β€οΈ