Added 2023-08-17 11:46:40 +0000 UTC
Hiii still alive but here’s the update. The person I’ve been sharing a room with has covid so I have to last minute booked a hotel room for myself and that was an unexpected cost to add onto my trip =\ I am testing negative so far and feel fine but they just started showing symptoms today so I’m going to wait a a bit and continue testing before I go out and do anything again. I had to cancel some things I had planned the next few days. I’m so sad and being cooped up in my hotel room has got me feeling extra homesick and lonely and I keep crying because I’m such a baby. This whole trip has been extremely overwhelming for my little neurodivergent brain and I am feeling myself shut down. I have pushed my comfort zone so far and truly I have had the most amazing time but now Im really just starting to wish I was home. Plus my friend who has covid was really helping me get my bags/suitcases around and now I have a ton of anxiety over how I’m gonna get all my stuff to the next hotel/airport all by myself. I’ll probably have to pay a delivery service. I just feel so alone now :(((((( I do have a lot of really positive things to share but in this moment, I feel really low. Hoping a wake up healthy tomorrow :((((
