#SaucySaturday 06/01/2024 Please don’t read this if you are..

#SaucySaturday 06/01/2024

Please don’t read this if you are going through your own struggles & can’t handle any more boo hoo sadness 🫶🏻 YOUR happiness comes first 💯 please look more into the “🥹thank you🙏🏼” labels. Those are so much more kind to read & hopefully will make you smile 💞

I’m emotional & not myself at all.. 💔🥀🔥
It’s been a few days 😞 & I really wish I could say things have been great & I’m moved out with new set ups for you but life hasn’t allowed me to move from this lousy chapter yet..

I was able to reply to all your DMs today & I have posted stories. But for those who are wondering where I have been. I have been suffering with a terrible allergic reaction 😭 my skin is like a scaly itchy dragon who has been burnt.. Everything hurts me 😫🥀 these bumps are truly unforgiving & my body is the most rigid I have ever felt.. I don’t even know what I’m looking at 💔

I want to believe I am getting better because I can actually open my mouth to eat now, but there are more & more bumps.. When will it end 😩 Has anyone gone through this?? What do you do to stop the pain? How long did it last? Did your skin go back to smooth..? 🥺 I feel like I’m burning alive, it’s horrible here 😫 I wish to be tossed into cold healing waters ❤️‍🩹

I’m doing my best to stay positive but I haven’t even been able to laugh for days 😞 it’s been me in bed for days.. Am I the only person who goes through such lousy BS every month ? There always has to be something wack, something ridiculous or painful that sets us back? DAMN IT! We are doing our best! So where are the kinder cards in our life? Who the F is dealing these unfair hands!? ENOUGH 😤 I’m ready for some good times! Bring on the healing! Give me some loving peace already ✨🌹

I know many of you understand my hurt.. & a lot of you know my unfair story too, but this is just another reason why I won’t give up! All of this unfair & painful trauma has got to be for something 😭😤🙏🏼💞 I will keep doing my best to heal 🔥🥲👍🏼 I love you all & I am so grateful for your patience & healing vibes ✨🧸💐

PS ~ The last photo is me now.. The cold compress helps the burning & redness. But I’m a bumpy glossy crying mess.. I need to find strength to go LIVE again ❤️‍🩹 I will get some sleep & try again tomorrow 🫶🏻