A short story about how i cried for two days and almost gave..
Added 2025-06-28 00:39:05 +0000 UTCA short story about how i cried for two days and almost gave up 😭
I found out that an OF has its own analogue of YT. Why not? I want to make videos too. I had this genius idea for an OFTV. I was going to make cute lil flowers from chenille wire (yes the fuzzy things). I bought so much of wire, rented a cute place 😍
I filmed all day…for 24 hrs!!! Then edited it myself ( i didn’t even know how to use Premiere so i literally watched 4 tutorials, cried twice then kept going). It took me ages but i was soooo proud. Finally hit upload on OFTV 😌
The rejection 😐 I lost my will to live for a second, but they said no 😣
I just made art with chenille wire and pain. I wanted to cry, scream, then cry again😥
I watched other videos and honestly, I felt even worse... Mine’s way cuter but then i realized:
My lighting was dark
I mumbled half the time and I barely explained anything. I just did stuff without connecting *_*
So i’m rewriting the script, got a ring light on the way, and practicing every word for perfect pronunciation. I really want this to work.
If you ever feel like you tried your best and still got a big fat "no", just know that you’re not alone💘
Your likes, comments, lil messages help me not to give up! 😘
I'll keep you updated and I'll definitely post if my video gets approved 🤩😁
with love<3
Your lilykitty
