need to blow someone as good as my engine did my head gasket..

need to blow someone as good as my engine did my head gasket 🤯 Seriously though, I may be fweaking out a little 😅
After three different mechanic opinions
(each one gave me a sad dad sigh on the other end of the phone when I explained what was wrong 😭), it seems the average repair price is just ya know, a wee little $5,000 😭 WHO TF HAS THAT KIND OF MONEY JUST HANGING AROUND 💀😭??

The worst part? My baby sister is graduating HS NEXT WEEK back in my hometown, 5 hours away 🙃🙃🙃 Ever since our mom passed in 2020, I’ve been one of her only lines of support, as her dad is unfortunately not around much, so you can understand the anxiety attack I’m having rn thinking about not being able to see her walk down that stage. The thought of disappointing her makes me feel like crawling into a hole.. So since I’d rather walk on lava barefoot than do that, I have to rent a car for a few days and hope it doesn’t break my wallet in half, on top of repairs that I have no idea how I’ll be able to afford soon 😭. I feel like I’m cursed y’all!!! Not really, but things have been pretty rough lately, and it’s just so frustrating because I know after a certain point, y’all are probably thinking “u gotta be kidding me” as much as I do 💀. I think in my next life, I’ll be re-incarnated as a lazy frog who spends their life on a giant lily pad, free of stress and happy in the sun 🐸 ☀️

ANYWAYSSSSSSS, ALL OF THIS TO SAY: what kind of videos/content would u guys love to see from me next? beCAUSE HOLY MOLY this pussy is going to be working OVERTIME the next few days and mama needs ur help brainstorming bc she’s been stress crying all day LMFAO!! 😭 Maybe I can do another “Tip x amount and get everything I shoot” deal where I’d spend the ENTIRE day shooting different porn + photosets (my poor holes 🙏♥️) and you’d get EVERYTHING I made, no matter how explicit it gets 🤔 IDKKK I JUST WANNA SCREAM INTO MY PILLOW!!! But I know I need to stay positive and keep trucking because crying doesn’t fix anything 😤 (can y’all tell I was raised with a belt 💀). After a lil stress nap, I’ll think of some ideas to share with you guys, but for now I’d love to hear yours 🥹♥️🫶