cyndaquilla

Hey, it's been a while. Full disclosure I have not meant t..

Added 2024-07-07 23:31:42 +0000 UTC

Hey, it's been a while.

Full disclosure I have not meant to be away so long. I've never been one to always announce my personal life and problems but a small explanation for my absence is simply, I have not been doing well.
Those of you that have been around for some time might already know I struggle with moderate to severe anxiety and depression and sometimes I have to make myself focus on other things. After May and running myself ragged through the gauntlet of artist shows, my full time job and still trying to manage making content I imagine I kind of made a bad cocktail for my mental state to plummet lol.
I've been mildly struggling to pick myself up but taking a break from both my side business and OF has helped quite a bit.
Recently I have been really focusing my energy on taking care of my plants (and acquiring quite a few more) and that has been a really great bandaid for my brain, something about having to take care of something other than myself and my pets 😂

I will be reopening customs probably toward the end of this month, and have been slowly fixing things up in my home to be able to shoot fantasy content this year for faire season.

I also have a handful of new things planned for Dragoncon this year and am just trying to decide between 2 options and can't wait to shoot either of those.

I am trying to plan a schedule for myself that doesn't end up in me having such a rapid decline again but thank you to everyone being patient with me 💕

I can't wait to show y'all some of the new stuff I want to make.

And if anyone feels inclined, (NOT at all a priority) I am going to be updating my Amazon wishlist throughout the week to include new things for shoots and some just general life things.

Thank you all for sticking around and still supporting the content that I make, I am going to work on a small set to send out as a thank you soon and will probably make a poll for what yall wanna see 💕

Always remember to take care of yourself.