Just a boring post to say thank you to all the amazing inspiring messages Iโve had in the last couple of weeks. I know you all know the struggles I have and youโre so understanding and kind ๐ฅน Iโm trying mega hard to sort my self out after a really bad patch. Also Iโve had a few presents from my wishlist and Iโm overwhelmed with happy feelings. I want to take pictures with all of them soon TMI below.. I started birth control recently (hoping to sort some hormonal problems out) and then very quickly realised it does not agree with me still so stopped. This has given me a few horrible side effects including, so far, a 12 day period with deathly cramps, giant sore boobies and terrible mood swings. I know this is gross but I like to share with you all the things ๐คฃ so you know whatโs going on. ANYWAY thatโs why I have yet to try the big black dildo, but hopefully it will be all over in time for a nice Christmas present for you along with a storybook video that Iโm writing. Love u all so much thank you and kisses ๐โค๏ธ๐