Here’s another blog-y post where I just complain again becau..
Added 2024-07-03 12:47:19 +0000 UTCHere’s another blog-y post where I just complain again because I know you all love reading and hearing me complain!
The sun has gone, it’s cold and raining. Just as it should be in English summer-time! Only problem is that my internal happiness generator runs on solar power so I am SAD and glum and even a kitten can’t bring me the expected level of joy ;_;
Bart (I got a kitten BTW) Is doing well, Him and Bonny even did a nose boop this morning so She is warming to him which is great! I hope soon she will return to my bedroom, I miss her. I’m very depressed.
I can’t even bring myself to write something smutty for you, I’m too busy worrying about things way bigger than me and completely out of my control. I’m having eldritch terror, I’m loosing my mind as I visualise machinations so large I am less than an ant to them crashing into the bubble where I have found comfort and smashing it. They wouldn’t even notice me to care, I’m living at the mercy of gigantic beasts which do not know or care that I exist and when ones foot looms over your head it’s impossible to not look up and except how little control you truly have in the grand scheme of things.
So yeah, that’s killing me currently. I wish I was stupid like a cat, Bart doesn't care that he could die suddenly at any moment because the sun decided to explode or something like that. Hopefully I get better soon, it’s only just after things change that you worry, as long as the foot doesn’t MOVE for a while then I’ll probably get used to it and stop thinking about it… Anyway, hope you’re all doing good! JUST KEEP SMILING!!
Love you XOXO
