



oops, sorry I got a strobe light haha yeah I got real depressed :/ I dunno. I slammed estrogen all day, eventually it got better and I felt like myself again. I almost think there's something wrong with the stuff I am injecting. I'm finalizing my move, getting ready to clean up this place. Bleach the floors haha. I'll be moving in June. It will be the realjuliajane renaissance, I swear! thankfully a lot of my junk is already in boxes :D I was super high last night, trying to smash myself with serotonin, and enjoying some room deodorizers as well, while masturbating. While I was orgasming I was suddenly aware that my perineum feels 100x better than my dick, and I rubbed it furiously while leaking and dripping all over myself. It was a bizarre way to realize that I really should have a pussy :/ I need to talk to my doctor about an orchi, maybe. and bipolar meds (again) and I want to do something weird with my HRT to try to grow boobs better (he's going to roll his eyes) I wish I could prescribe myself stuff :(