and of course as soon as my content picked back up tragedy strikes and iβm afk again βΊοΈ yβall i donβt know even how to function right now, but iβm gonna try my best. because the sad truth is that nothing about life stops for you when someone else takes their own, however it just feels disingenuous to smile and take hot pics as if nothing is bothering me. had a week to begin to adjust to new antidepressants, to figuring out wtf is going on to my health, to life without someone who i thought would be a central figure of my familyβs future.. idk. sending love today