Well some of y’all got a free show this morning 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻..
Added 2023-08-16 14:48:52 +0000 UTCWell some of y’all got a free show this morning 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️ That video was supposed to have a price on it.
I have NEVER shared that much intimacy for free on a page as heavily viewed as this one.
An important Part of my self discovery journey over the last year has been establishing my boundaries and sticking to them.
I know there are a lot of pages and creators that share much more than I do, sometimes at no cost. That is not the way I do things.
It took me MONTHS to share all of myself. And I still don’t share any nudity for free. So having a video as intimate as that one for everyone to see with no “buy in” is completely out of my character, and should have seemed off if you know me.
I took the post down but it had already been viewed by many of you. To be honest, I feel very “cheap” right now. Im upset with myself for not catching the error.
I’ve worked very hard to rebuild my self worth after a very abusive and traumatic past. Knowing that so many people just saw me so vulnerable and intimately for absolutely nothing is very upsetting.
This page takes time to manage. My content takes time and effort to record and edit. I already feel like I “work for free” on here most days. This is seriously making me rethink this whole thing.
That screenshot shows why I feel like I do right now. All those views! All you guys enjoyed that video. But only one emoji comment and $0 tips. I know it was an error that you even got to see that but this is why I feel like I can’t keep putting in this effort.
