

This video has nothing to do with my post lmao but it was to..
Added 2021-08-06 01:56:06 +0000 UTCThis video has nothing to do with my post lmao but it was too funny and needs to be immortalized here on onlyfans 😂 I made a bet that if we reached 20k that I'd streak outside in my yard lmao and @days_light filmed it But let's get to the nitty gritty feels shit. Today was a doozy. Actually this whole week has been a bit off. Time has been flying. I honestly don't know where it goes. But im just gonna dive right in to this week. Basically this week has been running errands and doing shit "so we don't have to leave tomorrow". One day was groceries. One day was cat food and litter. One day wasa couple of necessity things. One day was letting my boyfriends moms dog out, who lives over 30 mins away. Today was a doctor's appointment. It has honestly just been a weirdly busy week, when the entire point of the week was to not be busy. And yet. We were the entire time really. The doctors office was much harder then I thought it would be. Honestly I was only considering the physical part of it, and didn't contemplate much of the emotional side of it. Didn't even cross my mind I would have to talk about in detail what happened. What happened what day etc. And then as a little cherry on top, since it was a new doctor I got to talk about my family history. And my grandma had passed away from cancer a couple years ago (to those who were around, you remember). And the details were so hazy because everything had happened so quick back then. It was shitty to talk about. I talk and think of her often, but not really the medical side of shit or what happened on those few weeks before she died. And then as an extra extra cherry on top. I got my "human juice" (b- l - ood isn't allowed to be said here) drawn. And that always makes me woozy. Which is more of a "that happens to everyone" thing, but just added on top, I feel like GARBAGE. The lady who drew my "human juice" was trying to talk to me while she drew it, and while she was doing it I started tripping over my words a bit and making completely coherent sentences. Felt like I was damn intoxicated for a while lol gotta love medical shit. It's been a rough one. I know all this was necessary to make sure everything is okay, and that I'm healthy and blah blah blah. But just kinda turned my mental health upside down for the night. So im gonna take the night to reboot. Like a computer. Just sleep and restart tomorrow. And everything will be peachy keen 👌 especially after some good ass sleep. I hope everyone had a great week so far! And I'll see you guys online Friday and Saturday (so tomorrow and the next day lol)