**WARNING LONG POST** Hello guys, it’s been a while since I’..
Added 2020-04-05 07:06:46 +0000 UTC**WARNING LONG POST** Hello guys, it’s been a while since I’ve spoken about my feelings on here, I used to do that a lot but I stopped because I just wanted to bring joy and pleasure to you all. But I realized I am human too and I think a lot of you can relate to how I’m feeling. Welcome to all my new subscribers and thank you to all my og subbies for staying with my weirdass all this time!! 🤗 For those of you that don’t know, I’m quite a depressed person and sometimes I have my days/weeks/months where I get stuck in an extremely negative mindset. These past two weeks I’ve been stuck in such a mental prison, I’m constantly trying to distract myself with anything just to escape reality and to escape the sound of my own thoughts. Does this ever happen to you guys? I just wanted to apologize if I haven’t been responding to dms so much, or if I seemed more absent-minded/off, I used to make it a priority to connect to all of you even just a little bit on a personal level, but recently I’ve been so distracted by bullshit and I’ve been so ungrateful! This sounds dramatic but honestly my life would be so different if I never became an ethot, and I wouldn’t be able to be ethotting if it wasn’t for all of yous amazing people!!! 😭😭😭 I don’t even know how I can thank you all for changing my life so drastically, I will make it a promise to you all right now that I’m going to snap out of this stupid rut and I’ll stop being a little bitch 😞
