Some news for you ! ☺️✨ I’m starting to feel at home here. ..

Some news for you ! ☺️✨ I’m starting to feel at home here. This apartment is crazy beautiful, it’s unreal - like a novel or a movie, typical idealized French city home. I never thought i would live in such a beautiful place in my life. There are a few things missing, like a whole kitchen and some stuff in the bathroom, but overall, I’m finding some landmarks again and enjoying getting back to a comfort zone. I’m slowly healing from everything that happened, i have a home and we got confirmation that everyone in the family is more or less in good health (which was a major subject of concern). The big problem now is to catch the parcels containing my shooting equipment. I got one back, with all of my lingerie in it (worth around 1500€ - what a RELIEF), another one with the camera inside was declared lost by the delivery service. Idk if there’s much we can do about it now but we’ll try nonetheless. The last one contains my Switch, PS4 and the two microphones i use for my vids. It’s wandering somewhere and it’s a pain in the ass to get La Poste to have it redirected to our home. So i will figure out a solution. Those are all expensive equipment so i’ll have to compromise between waiting and struggling with La Poste and find new relevant stuff to buy (a new lens would be more than welcome but the price, ugh…). Whatever, all i can say is, i know for a fact i will make crazy looking content in here. Idk how i will handle doing ASMR though bc it’s very noisy here - sometimes until 4am… I’m still trying to anticipating the noise agenda but so far, i think Sunday afternoon and night are the quietest. It will never be perfect though. The city is such a delight ! I can now eat gluten-free pizza and maki or even burgers whenever i feel like it (i gained double of the weight i lost from anxiety and depression, oopsie). I treated myself with new clothes, new make-up, my first ever Dr Martens - can you believe i never worn those before ? and even new jewelry ! I’m expecting a Vivienne Westwood parcel teehee. Can you foresee the awesome pics that are to come ?!! I take so much pleasure in the little things. Having my afternoon coffee breaks with my own self made coffee, working out again, walking by the river, and reading on my own. I just wish i could have my PS4 back bc ELDEN RING IS COMING SOON and I’m mad I probably won’t be able to Day 1 it. But hey, I’m grateful for all the amazing things I’ve got recently. Health, shelter, happiness, love. 2022 will probably be a game-changer for me… did i already tell you i will even change my identity to celebrate my rebirth ? Still trying to find the perfect name… Madeleine ? Maybe Giulia ? Not sure about the last name though… It’s 1pm here, i have some working out and home management to do today. Wishing you a lovely week, and thank you for being here. 💕