Swipe for all photos 🤌🤯 I am a horny potato. I took these ph..

Swipe for all photos 🤌🤯 I am a horny potato. I took these photos few minutes ago. And after I had to play with myself and give myself one good orgasm. I still sometimes get frustrated that I am single for over 2,5 years. And did not have a sex for almost a year. For sure having a page here was for me nourishing in my lonely year and blessed me with many lovely orgasms and nice connections. But that frustration to not have warm body next to me when I am falling asleep is still here. 🥲 Thank you for being with me here. It means a lot. Even I was not so active in past months. Life brought onto my path very challenging moments - but challenging in the best way possible. ... the meditation retreat two months ago which triggered in my body kundalini - constant spontaneous body shakes, spasms, weird body reactions and also orgasms ... And week ago I finished my ista training, which basically triggered out of my body even more. I spent entire week vigorously shaking my body, releasing lot of painful emotions, grief, and discovering my behavioural patterns and their roots in childhood. Discovering my feminine and masculine side and how they dance together. Questioning who am I and how I wanna share with world, with neighbour, with myself. ... I am living these days like there is no tomorrow. Just feeling what is present and where my energy wants to go. Observing and being present with my remaining pains, but also joys. ... I feel like I am at the moment reframing my entire reality. It is full of unknown. Scary and exciting same time. One is sure,.. I want to learn how to embrace myself with my inner holding arms = integrate my masculine so my chaotic and wild feminine can be safe to express and to freely love and give to the world without being depleted. Without integration of my missing parts (my masculine...) I can't be fully in service. it seems to be my journey to be alone for now. To reconnect first with my inner masculine, Before I am able to get into connection with other human beings and (especially) romantically intertwine with men. Wish me a luck 🤞.... Life 🌱 Love♥️ Us ✨