

Hi ๐๐ผ I appreciate the ability to take space when being online feels too much. I know I could queue a lot of posts and make it appear that Iโm active here, but when Iโm going through intense things that just doesnโt feel right. Iโd rather just take a few days or a week and allow myself to come to my work / creation / art / connection when it feels good. Iโve never been one to want to force something, I trust the ebb and flow, even when thatโs difficult to do. I had some cute plans for December in terms of both OF and stream, but I think itโs best that I release any expectation and allow myself to show up each day and go from there. I know by doing this โsimpleโ act of surrender, Iโll actually allow the space to follow through with some of those ideas, but without the overwhelm or anxiety to execute them. Thank you to those who realize that while this is my full time job, I am human. We all need time to heal, grieve, process, hermit, and sometimes, just be. ๐ That said Iโll be more active here today and the coming days.