I’m babygirl 🥺🎀and this is me from all angles 🖤🖤🖤I apologize..
Added 2024-09-24 05:22:01 +0000 UTCI’m babygirl 🥺🎀
and this is me from all angles
🖤🖤🖤
I apologize for being quiet on here this weekend. Take these nudes for a little present. 💝 It’s so hard to piece myself back together when I’m going through grieving a loss, a mourning of a future. It’s so hard - physically, emotionally, existentially. I don’t exactly know how to proceed as normal, life feels surreal and untethered right now. Life never promises us certainty or fairness but there has to be a way of existing, moving forward, picking up the pieces
I want to be in my divine feminine energy. I want to get a luxurious hair treatment. A mud bath, a salt room, an LED chamber, something luxurious and pampering. The compounded stress has weighed me down, decimated my beauty inner and outer. I feel so ungrounded and I really want to feel the most relaxed I’ve ever felt in my life. Is that possible, even for a little bit.. Something for my home and self care maybe? If you’re a crazy person who insists I simply must have to be pampered or want get me something smol from my wishlist .. 🩵🩵 it’s here:
✨ https://www.amazon.com/hz/wis… ✨
It’s stupid but I want some reassurance and support to feel better. If you love my little presence here and want to help me with my personal therapy I would appreciate some love on this post
🖤 Send me a tip if I turn on on, even when I’m at my most emo and unhinged 💘 🙇🏻♀️ 🖤
How am I coping? Seal plushies, looking thru my own aesthetic pics, emotional support kitty cuddles, comfy bed, trying to get enough sleep, trying to feel pretty and worthy. This page has always served as a diary of sorts, a documentation of me at my most HOT 🥵 but also deeper things I have encountered — life changing experiences, depression, struggle, loss, fear, grief. An outlet for all the prismatic emotions channeled through my body as a multidimensional being, flattened in 2D. This is some of what my Cyberhorny book is about, how I interact naked on the internet, not just in body but in mind and spirit
Do I give enough? Is it pointless to pour pieces of my soul and body into this online space or are any of you genuinely appreciating my presence in here, as unhinged or mundane as it is? I sometimes worry when there’s less engagement on my posts and if I’m doing something wrong or not doing enough. This mirrors the thoughts that keep me up at night about life in general. I’m just being me and sometimes I’m a delicate and fragile little baby. I’m skittish but not like a deer, like a bomber 🦌
My book is in process of coming out soon so that’s something to look forward to and pour myself into 🤍
In the meantime as I get back to myself and rediscover my loveliness I’ll hope to have some sexier writing and sexy content to share. If this post gets some tips I’ll share a horny new video so you can have more of me to look and enjoy 🤍🤍🤍
How do you like these pics? 🥹💋
