Hey as you all may know I have not posted a single post on h..
Added 2023-07-12 01:47:33 +0000 UTCHey as you all may know I have not posted a single post on here for a while now. Its only been ppv. I have been dealing with a lot of anxiety and depression the past few weeks with the thought of me living on my own and past trauma coming back to haunt me. Its gotten really bad where I have just been stuck inside of my house crying most of the day. Nothing seems to make me happy anymore. It also sucks because of some people saying negative things on here. It reached a breaking point and I almost did something to myself. I have talked to my family and I think its time for me to go to a mental hospital because I really need to get the help that I deserve. Unfortunately I wont be able to chat on here as I will not have my phone but pls dont forget about me I love all of you and I want to keep every connection that I have made. Thank you to everyone who is always loving and kind to me. I will be thinking about you when I am trying to get better. Unfortunately since I wont be on here I wont be able to make any money to pay for my rent while I am gone so I am going to put up a fundraiser to pay for my rent. I feel so bad for looking like a begger but my family is not gonna help me so I am hoping you all can help me. Hopefully I am back in a couple weeks. If it is longer than my roommate will let you all know on here. I love you all and thank you for loving me back. ❤️ - Lexi Gray
