Have you ever had such moments in your life when you realize..

Have you ever had such moments in your life when you realize that at a certain moment something went wrong but you can't stop ? 😏That's what I want to tell my story about. But let's start from the beginning. My name is Kristina , I was 20 years old at that time , I was finishing the 2nd year of college, there were 5 months left before the exams. I'm a curvy, blue-eyed blonde who spent my entire childhood drawing .And since I was a gray mouse, even if I came to college in a skirt, few people paid attention to me, and if they did, they immediately looked away at the other bolie openly dressed classmates. Something's got me in the wrong place again ... In general, it was in the evening, there was nothing to do, I turned on my laptop and climbed on various sites, without noticing how I got to porn sites, out of curiosity I watched one after another video, getting started at the same time but not much... Until I got to the video where a girl in a fur coat walks around the park, at the first opportunity, she reveals it and under the fur coat nothing at all ... That's exactly what got me started, the hand itself went down to the pussy and I began to pull the clitoris admiring the piquant situation that the girl created. And then at the peak of excitement, feeling that I'm about to finish, I say to myself STOP! I take my hand away and think - why am I worse ? I also want to try this extreme, in my head one thought after another ... I'm already 22 and I haven't even kissed a guy , except for textbooks and college, I don't see anything, and everything like that. In general, I took all the will in my fist, threw off all my clothes, put on my nondescript long jacket that was just above my knees, jumped into my shoes, threw the keys in my pocket and went out into the bathroom. Closing the doors, my legs were already shaking from what I was sharing ... Going down to the bottom, I tried not to think about anything, so as not to back up. Opening the door, a fresh November evening wind immediately rose up, it immediately embraced me with its coolness, enveloped my legs and, as if with a gentle palm, ran over my wet, excited pussy ... After walking 20 meters, I was already used to the temperature, or the desire to touch myself did not let me freeze ) Ooh... how cool, let's cut here to quickly go to the park I thought to myself. Turning onto a narrow path, I saw that there was not a single soul in the circle, I once again looked around, exhaled loudly and with one movement of my hand unzipped the zipper ... My small tits and clean-shaven pubis were also uncovered ... I looked around again and squeezed my chest, and immediately felt that the papillae became stone from the cold and excitement. And then in a friend ten meters away I saw a shadow appear, now someone will come out of a small passage into the park. I turned quickly, zipped up my jacket, and walked on as if nothing had happened. After passing through the same passage from which the man came out, I fell into a large almost deserted park, some of the benches were filled with grandmothers who had probably been sitting all day, somewhere in the distance I could hear a noisy company, and then I was looking for an extreme place where I would leave ... I decided to do a lap of honor in the circle of the lake and think about my next actions. Walking around the lake, I see how the park is emptying before my eyes, apparently people do not like to sit in the cool fresh air, and this is good for me, I thought ) After making a circle, I returned to the most deserted place, unbuttoned my jacket and sat down on the bench, spread my legs a little and began to caress myself ... The pussy was already so wet that it did not require any effort for the fingers to sink into my virgin girl ... Arbitrarily, one leg was thrown on the bench so that nothing would interfere with the touch ... After a couple of minutes of such caresses, I wanted something more, and the laughter in the distance did not give rest, the people were having fun and I was sitting here alone with my legs spread wide ... And then an idea popped into my head! With great difficulty, I stopped the caresses, knowing that I would not be able to stand it for a long time and come anyway, I got up from the bench, buttoned my jacket and went to the screams and laughter. After walking 30 meters under the hill, I saw five guys drinking beer and telling all sorts of stories. I wanted to come wildly looking at them, and the fact that I could be seen made my heart pound like a jackhammer .... They were sitting to the right of the stone path, and I went to the left to sit on the nearest bench, between us was a distance of 20-30 meters probably. It was already very dark, the lights had not yet turned on, so I boldly plopped down on my place of view, rested my back on the elbow so that I could constantly look at them, unbuttoned my jacket, spread my legs as wide as possible and began to caress myself ... Mommies, how it's fun .... If only the boys knew what was happening next to them ... Uhhhh ... And then, against the background of a bright orgasm from which I almost lost consciousness, the lights turned on in the room ... I returned to the nun's pose in a fit of convulsions and shouted "OH FUCK!" out of fear, and immediately began to button my jacket with trembling hands ... It wasn't the first time, but I was noticed ... I immediately got up and walked off into the distance without turning around, and over the pounding of my heart I couldn't hear anything in the circle ... I can't tell if someone shouted after me or not ... At such a fast pace, I returned home, undressed without moving away from the shock, looked at the ceiling and tried to think about everything that had happened during the evening, without noticing it myself, the hand under the memories returned to the pussy again .. And then I said to myself, this is just the beginning, I want more ...🥵🥵🥵