

Hey everyone. I have a video I would love to share with you, but I am very nervous because it's as "real me" as "real me" gets. If you know my full story (if you've watched those videos of my story/my truth, you already know that part of me) you would probably enjoy seeing it, but I am still very hesitant to share. I've been entirely too sedentary the past couple of years. Between that and all the prior drinking, I am slowly undoing all of that damage. As it's a new year, like we all tend to do, I am feeling very motivated to get back to being more active. Tonight, I began the first step to that journey (quite literally) and the reality of just how out of shape I am, and how far I have to go floored me. In my big pajama shirt with no makeup or hair done, I decided I needed to start somewhere, so I did. I filmed it with the intention of using it later for before and after, but if this gets enough likes I will share the video here with you all. One of the things I get told by fans is how much you love my honesty and that I share both the good and bad. So please let me know if you'd like to see it. Here's a screenshot of the end.