Day 25: Today is day 25 of the edging journal, so counting ..

Day 25: Today is day 25 of the edging journal, so counting down the days until I finally get to cum. These last few nights it’s just been me and my fingers/vibrator and my imagination, which is making my frustration grow. Even though it’s only been a few days since he did anything to me, it feels much longer, and it’s helping increase the buildup. Who knows what he’s got in store for me the next few days. I like getting to experiment with myself, and sometimes, I enjoy edging and touching my pussy when we’re relaxing on the couch, watching TV. I try and sneak it, and keep it a secret: If he looks my way, I’ll keep my hand still and hope he won’t see. Even though of course he finds it hot and fun to catch me, it’s still a game of cat and mouse we play. I was also thinking about how I want day 30 to play out. I don’t know how much I will get to control, versus how much the emotion and passion of the moment will take over. Sometimes, planning something doesn’t work. But I was imagining waking up on day 30, and first thing after I wake up, I’d get my pussy licked, just to start me off on the right foot. I’ll sleep naked on night 29 to entice him… I like to imagine that start, and then maybe he’ll make me wait until the end of the day with dirty talk throughout the day. Maybe he’ll whisper something in my ear while we’re running errands. Maybe he’ll tell me he can’t wait to fuck my pussy and feel me cum on his dick. I imagine one orgasm is not going to be nearly enough. I’m going to want to cum in a bunch of positions. He’ll need to have a lot of stamina to keep up with me on day 30. These last few days, edging has been super intense. I have to be very careful, I’ve almost cum a bunch of times on my fingers or vibrator. I’ll get to the edge and take a breather, and almost as soon as I continue again, I have to stop right away. It’s overwhelmingly pleasurable. I have to be very careful. I experimented with how far away from my clit I can put my vibrator, and still feel the pleasure on my clit, and still get me to the edge of orgasm. It sends shivers down my spine to think about. That’s it for today