🚨 update 🚨 [expand to read] Hello everyone - Thank you for..

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Hello everyone - Thank you for your ongoing patience while I navigate the ins and outs of my ongoing recovery. I have some good news, and some bad news. Actually, they're both the same news - I just have conflicted feelings about it all.

As you are likely aware at this point, I have been in and out of the hospital since February due to major surgery. This surgery was the second of three operations *(the first one was in 2019)* designed to remove my diseased organs and improve my quality of life.
The next surgery, called the 'takedown surgery' is (hopefully) the last one, and will reconnect my digestive tract to negate the need for an ostomy.
That's right - if all goes as planned, your girl Alex will be OSTOMY FREE!

Unfortunately since my operation I have had *multiple* unforeseen complications. I've been in a lot of pain as a result, and as time has gone on i've found myself too depressed to focus on anything other than just... surviving. 💔

That brings us to my newest update: Early last week I received word that my final operation would be scheduled for May 30th. With that in mind I began to plan the next month of my life. I organized a week with my dog so that I could get some puppy medicine to boost my mood, and I planned to make the long journey to visit my family (for the first time since December!) near the end of the month. You might have noticed that I am speaking in past tense - that's because two days ago, everything changed.

First of all, I mean it when I say that my surgical complications have been **unbearable**. Not only have I been unable to do the things I love, I have been unable to do literally *anything*. Standing up, walking, sitting - *all* of it has been excruciating - which is why I haven't been able to answer all of your messages... or get any other work done.

Because of the complexity of my ongoing complications, my medical team made the difficult decision to move up my surgery date... to Friday. This Friday. May 3rd.

...I have no time to prepare. Before my last surgery, I scheduled posts on my OnlyFans 3x daily as well as bi-weekly pay-to-view messages. This way I ensured that I had at least *some* passive income during the time I spent in the hospital and during my recovery. I didn't anticipate being this sick for this long, so even though I scheduled everythign *well* in advance the last of those scheduled posts are coming to an end. After that, I have nothing scheduled -and I don't have anything new to post since I have been to sick to film these past two moths.

All of this is to say - I thought that I had a full month to prepare, but now I have *less than a week* to sort everything out.

It's important to me to have content queued up for you all, and that will be my top priority after my basic care needs. I currently have 122 unread messages in my inbox, and I cannot fathom getting through all of them before my operation... but I promise to do my best.

If you are waiting for a custom video (I believe I still have two to complete from my choose-your-own-adventure game), I have every intention of filming them within the next week. I may not be able to edit/deliver them until after I am home from the hospital (possibly the end of June?). For this I am very sorry, as I understand the importance of punctuality with these types of things. Please understand that these are completely unpredictable circumstances, and I wish for nothing more than good health so that I can get back to my daily routine and keep making smut for you. If you do not wish to wait for this length of time, I can offer you a bundle of pre-made content instead.

I'm terrified of the lengthy recovery awaiting me after this next operation, and *praying* that the worst of it is behind me.

Lastly and MOST IMPORTANTLY - for those wondering, my dogsitter was kind enough to drop off miss Ladybird early this morning for a couple of days. I can't walk her, but I have organized daily hikes for her until I drop her back off later this week. She is currently snoozing on the bed next to me for the first time in over two months and my heart is full 🩵

Thank you for reading - please keep me in your thoughts as much as possible, or alternatively feel free to send me money in lieu of thoughts and prayer 😆 💀