An oldie with red hair, never posted anywhere. Every time I see a photo of me with red hair I start to miss it, then remember the hell I went through to get it blonde. Iβve never liked my body. When I was younger, I thought the answer to being βbeautifulβ was being thin, thinking that if I lost weight, my face would also look prettier, and unknowing that the root problem was Body Dysmorphic Disorder. No matter how thin I got, I still felt abnormal, disgusting, and gross. I struggled with bulimia for over 10 years and was treated for addiction during my recovery. Iβve been recovered for many years now, and little by little, am accepting my body and enjoying food again. Iβve lost a few vanity pounds since this picture was taken, but Iβm pretty proud of those curves. As a bonus, enjoy another cozy bathtub pic. Look, I like baths okay? -Roses