📝 So I thought I would make a post telling you in detail abo..

📝 So I thought I would make a post telling you in detail about my fetishes and kinks… I don’t think I’ve ever done that and some of you know some of them. But I don’t think anyone knows fully what it’s all about. So I’ll fill you in. If you’re up for the read, sit down and let me take you with me into Elena’s fantasy world. So a thing I discovered REALLY early on was that I like to be chased, wanted, desired… small parenthesis here before the “you got daddy issues!” folk come and throw dildos at me. I don’t. Mostly what I have and what my fetishes and kinks satisfy…is the need to be important to someone, to be desired and also to have the experience of being vulnerable and received at the same time. Vulnerable and seen. Vulnerable and wanted. So…about my kinks and fetishes. Well, I consider this intense desire I have to take a man’s attention and hold it for a bit all on me…a fetish. I started developing this during my t33nage years and it only happens with the opposite sex. 🙈 I LOVE and I mean LOVE when a guy is clearly into me and wants me A LOT. That makes me so weeettt. 🤤 I don’t like the “creepy” stares, that’s not the one. It’s the intense yearning but still maintaining a socially respectful behavior. That struggle between the animalistic desire to fuck me and the holding back…is sooooo juicy to me. I have been in denial of this for a while till I eventually embraced it, and said fuck it. It gives me energy and it excites me…it makes me feel alive. And I love it! I especially love shy guys who you can clearly tell they’re so into me and are (secretly they think) undressing me with their eyes but at the same time talk to me as if all is normal. I don’t know exactly why, but that makes me swoooon. 😌 I especially mentioned “shy guys” because I can also see how they’re trying to hide it, and that to me is one of the most adorable things a guy could do and at the same time a BIG turn on. So, on the internet I discovered that I could tease and express this side of me freely without many negative social consequences. So now I’m addicted to doing this because it fulfills this big need for me…and it turns me on. 😅 I love it especially when I’m chatting with you guys and some of you unknowingly say some of the most seemingly mundane things but that are so frickin hot to me…. I also love the drooling emoji, but it has to be how you actually feel… that you’re yearning for me. I’m a bit of a lie detector you see. I can sense when a guy is fidgety and all hot and bothered because of me and I live for it!!!! I mean I LIVE FOR IT!!! 🤤🙈 Now to kinks… I believe there is only one thing about what I like in sex that would classify as a kink. And that is that I like to lose control…or rather give it up to my partner. Firstly I like to tease and be playful and fuck around with his mind a lil bit and turn up the heat where he’s at that sweet sweet spot of yearning for me and wanting me so desperately…and when he’s “cooked” crispy enough, if there is trust between us, I sort of just give up and I get drenched wet by him doing to me what HE wants to do to me. I do have boundaries but they’re very flexible when I’m in that state of mind. 😅 There’s only a few that are a NO-GO and trust is also based on the fact that I know they won’t cross those. Or I believe them fully that they won’t cross them. So what I like once I enter this state of mind is for him to be rough and assertive yet still maintain a certain air of care towards me. Even whilst being really rough. 🙈 One of my most common fantasies is imagining myself being in the hands of this no face guy (I don’t imagine anyone specific usually) and he’s fingering me the way he wants it how he wants it and he starts and stops when he wants how he wants it…. 🤤🤤🤤🤤 squeezes my boobies and sucks my nips, twists them giving me a lil bit of pain…kisses my neck and puts his hands on it, covers my mouth while kissing my neck and entering me…maybe slowly at first, maybe rough from the start… I never know. The fantasy sort of takes it’s own course spontaneously…. And usually it ends with the fantasy guy cumming inside of me… 🤤 I don’t like a lot the idea of being cummed on top of my body anywhere, although in that state of mind this is one of those very flexible boundaries. Ahaha There’s something visceral and satisfying about cumming inside (at least I imagine it as I haven’t had that experience yet) … although in real life I’d have to use like 5 birth control methods to be relaxed mentally about it…but boy do I fantasize about it! So…in this state of mind once I reach it, where I sort of surrender to the partner…the more they do stuff to me that they WANT (key word) the more wet I get…it’s a never ending loop of wetness really by that point. 🙈 I also often imagine that I am orgasming and the guy in my fantasy does not stop. He keeps penetrating me throughout ittttt… gosh. So good. I love feeling vulnerable and at the same time trusting them fully to…own me? I want to feel that I belong to them, not as a property but as a treasure they’re caretaking. Caretake of me is the sweet part and owning me is the rough part. I fantasize about being blindfolded, being tied… and I love so much neck kisses. I also fantasize about this imaginary guy keeping my mouth open whilst he sticks his tongue deep in my mouth and doesn’t give up till saliva comes out around the corners of my mouth… 🙈🙈🙈 that’s a bit messy and it turns me on. Maybe he even makes me orgasm while doing that, or he himself cums inside me while doing that to me. 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤 I think you get the gist by now more or less of what it is about. 🍓 Taking me, owning me and doing stuff to me boldly and shamelessly. And that concludes my essay about my kinks and fetishes. For now… I am still exploring and finding out new things all the time… but the core of it all is all of this.