

Hey all! I've been a busy-bee with work but also Master has kept me busy with tasks tooπ I have many more to complete which I'm looking forward to sharing with you all. Unfortunately, some things I cant post here but I plan to share them on Discord at some point..I will give you a heads-up when I doπ Ok, here's an excerpt of one of my diaries of what I've been up to π€ ββ I told Master that I was going to SuperU for a food shop and to finally get some oil for the task He set me last week. Master has been talking with another sub who loves to see tits covered in oil so the task He set me was that He wanted me to soak myself in oil, play with and shake my tits on video so He can use me to tease her with it π Just before I left for SuperU, He told me to take some risky photos whilst I'm there and to also wear my candyballs π€ͺ ahh I immediately got excited and went straight to my room to get prepared..soon as I put in the candy balls, I used my second allowance..I knew right then, that this was going to be a challenging and fun day! I had to empty the bins down the town too..once I pulled up, there was a few other people emptying their bins..I had to wait a bit until the coast was clear. Whilst waiting in my car, I was so tempted to sneakily use my last allowance but I knew I would have such a long wait and with the oil task still left to do, I knew I'd want to use my allowance there too. As hard as it was, I had to use my will power to not use it. Ah it was so tough.. even though I was sitting in my car, any subtle movement, the balls would move and tease me. You would think that the big movements would cause more stimulation but for me, it's the subtle movements! I love that full feeling inside and the sensations that radiate through me with the slightest move..it makes me weak at the knees and also makes me want to hump...but when I hump with the balls in, its frustrating because it doesnt give enough stimulation and so I have to stop and hump really slow which gives me a better stimulation but makes me more desperate and causes my hips to thrust harder..ahh it's like a never ending cycle π Anyways, I began to rock back and forth very slowly in my seat until the people left..I remember my hands naturally gravitating towards my tits but having to force myself not to touch.. my horniness was very high by this point.. when they left, I quickly took a couple of pics with my tits out. Luckily, I noticed the security cameras around by the bins so I made sure to have my back towards the security camera.. however, as my mind was in such a horny space, I had a little voice in my head telling me to face the security camera - the thought of someone seeing my tits behind the screen, excited me. When I got back in my car and started driving to SuperU, i had a little fantasy of a security guard spying on me ..Him or Her thinking that i dont know the camera is there and I'm using one of my allowances, knowing they are watching and knowing they're getting really turned on and playing with themselves too.. Actually, I remember that I used to have a fantasy of being watched secretly...and I remember what sparked that fantasy too.. I was a younger teenager and oneday, I was asleep in my bed.. my dad had woke me up and said that the window cleaner will be cleaning my bedroom windows so make sure I'm dressed..(the curtains were being washed so I didnt have any hanging up) I was never a morning person and so i really didnt want to get up to get dressed.. instead, I pulled the covers up and over my head, rolled over and tried to go back to sleep.. I woke up to the sound of the window cleaner and my mind began to wander to some naughty thoughts - thoughts that actually excited me but at the same time I would never had dared to follow through ..unlike today haha I remember thinking that I can pretend I'm asleep and knock the covers off, revealing my naked body to him and him trying to continue cleaning and trying to not look but not being able to keep his eyes off of me haha I dont know why that excited me but it did. Another, was when I first moved into my own apartment in a small village, my apartment was above the village shop and all the guys would hang around there in their sports cars. My bathroom had a window that over-looked the car park. My window was a blurred window but if the light was on and it was dark outside, you would see the silhouette of whoever is in the shower. I didnt have a blind as I had just moved in. I first began to shower with the light off but as time went on, I was a little more risky because I had the safety of the blurred glass so I could partly live out my fantasy without being totally exposed π so yes, I would shower with the lights on and I'm pretty sure, whoever was in the carpark, would definitely see a blurred naked woman showering haha I guess, Ive always had a little bit of an exhibitionist streak in me all along but never had the courage to bring it out. Thanks to Master, I'm able to now. Anyways, moving on. When I got to SuperU.. my mission was to get some oil and take more pics for Master. It was so busy and I noticed cameras everywhere..I've never noticed that many before! I tried to find an aisle that was a little quiet..i knew i wouldnt find a completely empty aisle..to be honest, I loved the challenge ..it was very difficult and very exciting! I had a romper outfit on too, so the only thing I could really do, was get my tits out π I found one aisle where I couldnt see a camera, but at the end of the aisle was a the giant door with a window on it (where they bring the stock out) I managed to take a couple of pics and a video..whilst taking a picture..a guy had walked across the end of the aisle and we both caught each others eyes..both of my tits were fully exposed ..I dont know how he didnt notice my tits. I kinda froze, by the time it registered in my head, it would have been too late to cover myself..The only thing I can think of why he didnt seem to notice, was either, he just isnt expecting to see tits in an aisle (kinda like hiding in plain sight) or that my phone and trolley was kinda blocking the view a little? I dont know, but it gave me a fright and increased the pulsing haha the balls rattled too, causing my knees to buckle a littleπ Once I got the oil, I rushed home, quickly unloaded the shopping and then thought..how am I going to do this oil task? I have to be careful not to spill it everywhere as it's a nightmare to clean up..I remember the sub that Master was talking to, said she was in the bath covered in oil but thought, I cant do that as we have a septic tank and cant have any oil go down the drain. Then it clicked! Master enjoys me naked in nature so I thought I could do the oil task outside! Perfect! I quickly got everything together and out i went. Oh, I took the balls out and plugged my ass because I know Master enjoys my ass being plugged too. I found a good spot, my new selfie stick is amazing!! However, with my clumsy ass, I did accidently break one of the tripod legs π¬ but luckily, I'm able to balance it fine. I didnt have a plan, i didnt need one, I was too horny and just wanted to get straight on with it..from experience, I find that just going with the flow always works out better..its more natural and real. I thought I'd take a couple of teasing pics before I get all oily. The only thing I had in mind was to focus on my tits and my purpose. I absolutely loved this task, the oil on my skin felt absolutely amazing, so silky, slippery and soft, I wanted to touch all over! Master noticed the lack of friction and mentioned how it must have been frustrating..its like He can read my mind because I remember at the time thinking I cant grip onto my nipples..I gave up because the oil made it impossible to do that and so I would make my tits bounce and hold my hands in front of my nipples so that it would maybe give more friction..it didnt really work but it still felt amazing and also, the task wasnt about my stimulation, I was trying to put on a show for the sub that Master wanted to tease. I very much enjoyed the task and couldnt help but hump the air too π I would love to play more with it. I can imagine having to do simple tasks but covered in oil so it makes it tricky to do. I played around with some other pictures too..getting stung by stinging nettles in the process but it only added to the stimulation so it wasnt bad. π I actually have a clip of it where I had pressed record when I was supposed to be taking a picture. Where it was so hot outside, my phone was overheating and kept switching off so I had to cut it short..but I felt that Master would be very pleased with the stuff I had! I was right! He said they were amazing and the oil looked super hot on me ππππ I was sooo happy!! He also liked the supermarket ones too!β€β€β€ He mentioned that He enjoyed the lack of friction and how it was frustrating for me too..I dont know why but I do love how He has such a mean streak in Him and enjoys watching or making me struggle with things. I think i love it because I know He does. Everything He does, I just loveβ€β€ And also He said that He sent the video to her so I cant wait to find out how that went!π I do also love and enjoy how Master uses me as a tool to tease others because it's another way for Him to use me for His pleasure..It makes me feel even more useful for Him. ββ