Dear Diary, The other day, I did it. I put the dick in my pussy LIVE on my OnlyFans. I had to hurry up and just say that because as cool, or nasty, or smooth as I typed it, wasnβt quite how it went for me. β¨β¨I set up my phone and at first, I had to keep restarting the live due to connection issues, but once that was in the clear, I was good to go. β¨β¨β¨ The mood was ehh, as I was trying to get the live started, so I put on some music. I took off my clothes, and then immediately, went straight to the dick. I realized then, that I was such an amateur. And though I did enjoy a few strokes that felt AMAZING, I definitely had some performance anxiety and quickly got weird with everyone watching because I just was so out of my element and comfort zone. I remember this being so much easier when someone just fucks me. Anyways, I live to pleasure myself another day. Well I live to keep trying to figure it the fucc out. β¨β¨Gonna try it solo next time.. just sit with the dick and take it slow.. Literally. βββββββββββββββββββ So hereβs the link (https://onlyfans.com/32938209/mswrightsway) to the live and a few pics. β¨Hope yall enjoy it. Tip me to help me feel better π #pathtoselfpleasure