🌕🌕 Breaking the habit of being me 🌕🌕 I’ve had so many beaut..
Added 2021-08-09 20:59:16 +0000 UTC🌕🌕 Breaking the habit of being me 🌕🌕 I’ve had so many beautiful and heartbreaking conversations today with amazing people as well as hearing others with the same mental illness or struggles going on. I am simply here to spread the love I was never fucking given and seems most of you weren’t either. So a little story of why, a lot of you have asked. I will also share, I have CPTSD from the first 11 y3@Ed of my life… a list of extreme traumas to my brain, and it leaks into BPD, depression, anxiety and adhd (all diagnosed not self diagnosed) it leaks into paranoia, god complex’s, complete shut downs, harmful thoughts, procrastination, living in a state of fear. I’ve wanted to give up daily. I refuse to take part in big pharma as they’re not responsible for my addiction but the ones who fed it to me. I choose self healing, NOT FOR THE WEAK ILL MIND YOU SEEK HELP AND EDUCATE YOURSELF…. I educated myself on the brain as well as the entire body and continue to keep learning of these things that I can rewire my brain entirely from the survival mode I’ve always been in and not feeling like I’ve been on control of my life I’m always living for others. I’m breaking the habit of being me. If you’d like to listen to more im going live tonight… we need to talk more on this. Im open to listen, let’s share.
