

Wishful thinking I’ll get unwrapped by a good man this time next year. Being alone year after year on this planet especially on holidays really make you feel more depressed than you’ve been. It may be Christmas.... and I’m... Grateful to still have my family and friends but this emptiness inside sucks. Also missing friends/family who are no longer alive really add to the emptiness. While others find this the best time of the year, for me it’s literally heartbreaking. I feel like I’ve cried daily this entire month. Just venting.. sorry I don’t chat much but most days I’m breaking down inside badly. I do appreciate the ones who do offer kind words and support even if I’m not the best of showing it. Hope everyone enjoys their day. Happy holidays 🎄