I just found this picture from about two years ago, right before I moved to Portland. I canβt believe I used to be that skinny, but it wasnβt a good thing. Itβs hard to see myself now and be happy with how I look having gained about 40 pounds, but Iβm also doing much better in regards to my eating disorder. So I guess, just....need to learn to be happy with how I am now, because Im certainly healthier when it comes to my eating π