Please 🙏 excuse my vent, but I've nowhere else I can scream ..
Added 2022-02-28 21:28:58 +0000 UTCPlease 🙏 excuse my vent, but I've nowhere else I can scream !!! Sat here in floods of tears, Yet again my life is being turned upside-down, through no fault of my own. Diagnosed 15 years ago with Hypothyroidism, 10 years ago with a Pituitary Adenoma ( brain tumours) on the whole left hand side of my Pit n 5 years ago I was diagnosed with one on the stalk. Im being treated systematically with tablets💊 because, im told, my tumours are cyclical and causing major stress to my Amygdala Gland... I've also have Chronic🥱 Fatigue Syndrome, High Blo*d Pressure, Anxiety, not to mention being so unbelievablely mood swingy / depressed, aggressive, hyper, nobody knows if they are coming or going ! Ohh i also havnt had a period for well over a year and i have the biggest pus filled absess thingy ( that i have to keep squishing to stop the pain ! Sorry if TMI ) on my butt thats waiting for some poor unsuspecting junior surgeon to get rid of! Im also so massively overwhelmingly overweight that Im housebound😟, can hardly stand / do anything because the pain sets off massive headaches🤯, giddiness and depression, but i still do huge amounts around the home, even if it leaves me in tears or on the floor! Seriously it's being so blo*dy STUBBON that keeps me going ( but thats just part of my charm 😇 ) and just thank MY god ( I'm not religious ) that I'm gorgeously👙sexy, funny and interesting so I can keep on going! 😉... but now I'm facing another blo*dy crisis and I can't speak out, because it's to do with someone else and it's going to bring my world crashing down, Thankfully I do have great friends😎 who I could count on and parents, children who care, but having there own hard lives makes it difficult for me to burden them... My illness is to blame for so much sh*t in my life and I've just had enough now, i just want to be normal.🥳
